SANDRA &!

当初你说了什么，现在你又做了什么。你最清楚。

2011-06-28T22:47:00.001+08:00

Dr. Charles Xavier!!

Yeap, I've watched X-men first class! Like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!

Next superhero, GREEN LANTERN! OH YEAH!!

Okay, life have been good for me since nothing really bad nor good happen to me.

Except that, I realised i have a pair of inactivelegs ):

I wanna let it to be as active as i used to be!

but i just seems to be unable to get that freaking pair of leg to move! Urghhhh.

This is really annoying and frustrating. *%!@$^%!&($ pfffffffffffffffttttttt.

Sometimes it really matter to me who and who are playing for this or that poly.

Initially, it just makes me feel like aiya-we-sure-cannot-win-them that kind of feeling.

totally suck to feel that way, what to do? )):

BUT NOW...

I don't care who are the ones playing for whatever school.

I just gonna play my best out there. If i can do that, i'll definitely have no regrets.

so the problem now is: can i play at my utmost ability? or better, beyond that?

for every training now, i just keep pushing myself to run to shoot to whatever i can do on court.

push push push, hanging in there so that I can play well during polite.

It doesn't feel good if you're the only one pushing yourself despite encouraging your teammates.

actually i don't know if my teammates are like that. L.O.L

seriously, WHY IS MY LIFE REVOLVING AROUND THAT DARN BASKETBALL?!

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

have. no. idea. Probably, this is life.

OKAY, WHATEVER. I DON'T CARE ALREADY. JUST DO ONLY! JUST.

I HAVE A NEW DREAM AS OF TODAY!

ONE FINE DAY, I WILL BUY ONE OF THE HOUSES AT SIXTH AVENUE!

YES, I KNOW IT IS ONLY A DREAM. I WILL DREAM OF THIS EVERYDAY!

AND HOPEFULLY ONE DAY I OWN THAT!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I AM DREAMING ALREADY~ HAHAHAHAHA!

YOU CAN LAUGH ALL YOU WANT, YOU MAY THINK THAT I AM SILLY.

WELL WELL WELL.

THIS. IS. MY. DREAM. HOUSE.

Inspired to blog.

2011-06-21T23:10:00.005+08:00

Hell yeah baby! I'm back! ;)

Well, the reason why I'm back is because somebody mentioned why didn't I post for soooooo long. Indeed, since January. HAHA!

There were so much things that happened during this period of time. Ups and downs in life.

So much that I can't even remember it all? Yea, I guess so.

Let's me just write about what's happening recently. Okay, maybe about today.

Woke up early in the morning and went to join YT training. I always go back there to train because I like it and partly ngeeann trg is really...sigh terrible. Less than 10 for every training. Can't even play a proper 5v5. In YT, you can joke and have fun with the people there!! & the main thing is I've actually learnt more things from them (not talking about skills or techniques) Just look at the way they train, how much effort they put in when they train. how much they love basketball, you can tell. Thinking back, did I train as hard as how they did? Sidetrack ah. I was reading my previous post just now and I saw this sentence

"Don’t forget the simplest reason for me to play basketball, I feel happy and enjoy playing basketball. Very much (: so be happy when I play, but gotta be serious at times."

Next thing that came into my mind is that, do i feel happy when i am playing in ngeeann? My answer is no. Instead, i feel as though i am suffering. I don't know why. I tried to communicate with all of them and wanting all of us to feel bonded but it seems that no matter how hard i tried, it doesn't work. No one except a few are committed to this team. I felt so demoralized that i forgot what's the reason that i've decided to play in ngeeann. Well, there were still times where i felt happy playing in ngeeann. Everytime when i go for trg, it would be like - "sian, today got how many people only."

No motivation at all. too demoralized to have that. Though every training i am like complaining ahhh so sian so shag but before trg starts, i'll still tell myself

"Sandra, you come for trg because you want to play well. you want improve. you want to prove to others that ngeeann is no pushover. so you gotta train hard so that you can show others and you are not gonna do this alone. you have to encourage others to do it tgt with you. you have to fight for what you want." but everytime as i train i felt so weak, i mean feel like i have deprove alot and i just couldn't get my body to keep pushing on. 有心无力!!(is this the correct idiom?)

I know its all about the mind over body thing but i just fail to do so -.-

Guess what, my thigh is aching like mad right now. I can't even walk properly and there is trg tmr. Goodluck to myself.

This is what I'm getting from the recent intense trg in ngeeann. Compared to last time, i guess that was nothing to me man. Now, its like WALAO EH! I WANT DIE ALREADY! ):

-shakes head-

Okay, i'm like out of track alr. Sorry for that, unknowingly I typed all those out. hahaha! I think i wanted to talk about what happened today right? LOL!

so after YT trg, went to funan mall to repair my laptop. Total waste of time over there. Okay, maybe not so because i bought my iphone dock. My laptop is in a healthy condition when i thought it was dying on me because my cd compartment couldn't work. It turned out to be the settings problem. pfffffffft! next stop, queensway shopping mall!

AH HA! lydia bought a super chio cap yozxzxz!

this is the closest image that i found which is similar to the one she bought :D

I did a great help in helping her to choose ^^

and someone still bought a shoe bag lah!!! tmdzxzxzxz ):<

I wanted to buy but i think its a waste of money because i can like just wash my shoe bag and use again, right? yes, i think it makes complete sense. HAHA!

AND I SAW THIS BAG WHICH COST 83DOLLARS!! OMG!

I think it looks something like that.

so normal 83dollars?!!?! okay, maybe you cant tell how the hell i fell in love with this because this picture is so not convincing! then i was thinking, if this is 83bucks i rather get the manhatten backpack which is 100plus :/ then i was like hint hint lydia to buy it for my birthday! HAHAHAHA! I was just kidding okay, dont take it too seriously :)

this is the design and i want the navy colour! I always cant bear to buy things using my own phone ): yet im wasting my parents money like dont know what. burrrrrrrrr...

I want to buy my darn speakers!!!!!!!! Fatty xin bought it already. urghhh! I'm loving it so much and i cant wait to buy it! but have to go all the way to jurong point challenger! only there have stock. just in case you want to see how lovely it look like, here it is!!

To me this is like definitely worth the price!! (S$75) and the sound system is really GOOD!

so gonna get this in no time!!! muahahahaha! next time i can just blast music when nobody is at home. HOHOHO! :P

Anyway, the things that i want to buy is like never ending. LOL! & i realised i bought 4 5 or 6 pieces of new clothes using my parent ka-ching. guilty much ):

OHYES! AND I WANT TO WATCH SO MANY MOVIES LAH!!!!

THIS ARE THE MOVIES I WANNA WATCH:

want to watch x-men then green lantern then hangover 2 then something borrowed then pirates of the carribean! but rahhhh!! I have not movie partner ): will you, whoever is reading this, watch it with me ): sighhhhhhhh! ohno, sound damn desperate. No worry, I AM NOT!

i think this is more than enough for today.

Goodbye my beloved readers ;) i wonder who the hell will read this anyway. HAHA!

oh! except for roxanne who told me that she visits here everyday. mad girl. HAHAHAHA!

Whatever shit life throws at you, you've got to find that strength to brave through it. And alot of times, that strength come from the people around us. The greatest glory in living, is never failing, but rising each time we fall. Sometimes, failure can quite possibly be the best thing ever happened. You just have to find the strength and belief in yourself to continue living even when the world turn it's back on you. Just remember, that you're never alone, there will always be someone who cares...

Amazing Moment

2011-01-12T00:56:00.004+08:00

Hi, I'm back from hiatus. NOT! just have the great desire to post (:

Maybe you wouldn't believe this, I still can't get over the fact that I actually scored a 3points and close up the difference to 1point. Also, I really can't believe I am so dumb to take the ball and got stuck at the opponent tummy -.- why? Why didn't I think of raising the ball high and draw a foul. Why didn't I look carefully at the surrounding before making the move. Why? Why? WHYY!!! We could have win! It's just a difference of 2points!!! TWO FREAKING POINTS!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! WHYYYYYY!? I promised to play at my best for the year3 but I could have done better. Its always like that, why can't I cool down and think carefully before acting it out? Regret after the game. What's the point? Over is over. I really think we deserve the win! We rightfully deserve it if we played well throughout! They aren't very strong, we are like on par! I don't know how to explain the feeling I'm having now. It's just damn bloody not worth it! Pretend to be okay but not. Smile but crying inside. Joking but bleeding inside. I feel sorry for myself and the team as well. If I don't suggest to be the shooter maybe still got hope? Everybody would be like, "You did your best at that time, the team doesn't blame you. Great game...blahblahblah" Yea, I think its better than polite and that's something I'm very happy at. They don't blame me, I blame myself for being such an ass! I have expectations for myself but I didn't manage to achieve it ): I did my best at certain point of the game, not all the time. Again, why?! Thinking back, I really wonder if I can draw foul within 1second. I challenge myself to just give all out but it turns out so badly! Stuck at the opponent tummy! URGHHHH! ):< Well, everyone saying “take it as an experience” True, I agree. Can only take it as a kinda costly lesson. Do better for next match and I’ll be happy (: Don’t forget the simplest reason for me to play basketball, I feel happy and enjoy playing basketball. Very much (: so be happy when I play, but gotta be serious at times. Just gotta work harder, Sandra! You know you can! I have faith in you! (:

HIATUS!

2010-11-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

Before I go on a hiatus, let me post one more.

First of all, apologies to those readers out there which I guess use 5fingers also can count.

HAHAHAH! Still, thanks alot :D!

You can't really blame me for updating as I've a busy schedule almost everyday ):

Nah, kidding yea. Partly because I'm one lazy ass too. hee :P

Many things had happened all these while and one of the highlight will be Team NP basketball.

Not going smoothly. Have never experienced a training with only like 1,2,3,4? players.

Sigh, and I still gotta like beg or maybe persuade them to come T.T

I've no idea how NP will do for the upcoming IVP.

I seriously have this urge to like quit for the time being or suggest to them that we disband the team which is highly impossible. I have never play basketball like I'm suffering.

Shouldn't it be a happy thing to be able to ball since its my passion?

Ever since I joined NP bball things seem to change...

I don't know what else I can do since no one seems to be interested in training.

Like less than 10fingers lah. Okay, whatever.

Thats all for now.

& Thank god training is suspense till common test is over.

Studies going so-so all these while. Except ITB i guess.

It really suck! I've learn nothing apparently. Okay, maybe a few of this and that.

THE IMPORTANT IS THERE IS COMMON TEST FOR IT -.-

I should really start revising for common test. I must get a better GPA than previous sem!

RAHHHHHHHHHH!

well, i try my best okay (: first paper in 2weeks time! Okay, to be precise 13days!

再见了！

以后再 update! :D

SANDRA!

Good fight put up by NP!

2010-11-05T01:49:00.003+08:00

Generally, all of us didnt do very well. BUT! I'm happy with myself today (: I tried my best, I did what I can. still, we lost. Its okay, winning is like a bonus for us. we should learn from our mistakes and become better! :D a short and sweet one for today! tired max!

NP! T-E-A-M! *whoosh!

Smiling off,

SANDRA!

This is not me ):

2010-11-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

I was filled with excitement and anticipation before the match. However, it was a different thing when the match started. I was scared, I wasn't up to standard, I was panting like some mad dog, I can hardly catch my breathe and I suck. I had no idea why I performed this way. This is seriously not me, not at all. I am very disappointed in myself. AM still upset about it. Gotta get back on my feet real soon, next match against SP! this thursday. Wow. have to really prove what i've got before jl lose confidence in me.

Stepped into the bathroom and I turned on the tap. Water rushing down from the top, hitting me hard on my back. It was hot, very hot. I didn't adjust it, I let it flow down onto me. Thinking that I should really burn myself and wake up soon. Whatever. Today is a terrible one. Gonna put that down and move on. Always look forward. Sometimes failures are necessary to build us to become a stronger person. Something just has to change if you're doing the same thing over and over again and still getting the same results.

Really hope to play well. More to work on Sandra. You're getting off the track. catch up girl. you can do it (: believe in yourself. prove it! RAHHHH!

Off for now,

SANDRA!

It's Back!

2010-11-01T23:08:00.004+08:00

Ohno, the feeling is back!

The game is back.

The atmosphere is back.

The name is back.

The opponents are back.

The coaches are back.

Everything is back!!!! :O

It's been awhile since I last played an official match!

Honestly, I don't feel a SINGLE thing if I don't think about it.

When I start to wonder about it, yea it's a total different feeling.

Even as I'm typing now I can feel how nervous but excited and anxious I'll be tmr.

I know its RP, but so? Other poly are also playing against them, just that we're the first facing them. We may not be as skillful as them, we may not be as tall as them, we may not be as stronger as them. BUT I know we are a TEAM. With my team around, I believe we can achieve what we've never achieve before. Everybody will be like, yea you're definitely dreaming. we confirm lose that kind of thing. Hello, we gotta try! 不要还没打就先放弃或气馁! To me, as long as I put in my best for the team I'm contented. I don't care about the score, I don't care what others think about me, I don't care what they say or whatever. I only know, I'm doing it just for my Ngee Ann TEAM! (: Frankly speaking, I didn't quite like getting into np bball. Since I'm in here, in this team, I just gotta make my best out of it! :D rather than sitting one side doing nothing. Damn, life will be so boring if thats happening to me. so no way I'll do that! I often get demoralized but I picked up the next day. Sometimes failures are necessary for us. To become better and stronger. Well, I really really hope the Team wouldn't be pessimistic tmr. & will try my best to motivate and encourage them! First of all, I have to motivate myself! Have to keep finding new ways to keep my adrenaline rush there! GO GO GO!!! :D

Off for now,

have to recharge for a long day tmr!

义安加油!!! :DDD

Your one and only source of my life, my story,

SANDRA!

Here comes Semester 2!

2010-10-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH JIE YING!

New semester, new class, new classmates, new lecturers, new modules

BUT still the same old me! :DDD

Have to adapt to the new routine.

Lesson start not so early so classes end late as well.

Trying my best to understand everything that I learnt.

Some parts seems to be going smoothly so far but some not so ))):

like business statistics. & I don't really like bcomm D:

whatever, 20plus weeks more and thats it!

Man, long way to go! ))):

Pol-ite coming up!

Am I really looking forward to it? No definite answer.

All I can say is, I'll put in 200% of effort and play the best I can.

Well, said to be easy but when it really happen like what I wished for I'll be elated! :DD

Okay, first match on 2nov against RP. OMG!

what a bad beginning. dang! ):<

I have alot more to write! but I don't have that much time! ):

I shall update you peepos who are a loyal fan of mine with my camp experience!

TCP Camp was AWESOME! :D

SANDRA! :D

Cheated.

2010-10-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TAN JUNZE!

One birthday wish for you, hope you get promoted to J2! (:

Okay, I'm gonna sum everything up. Eyes are barely open.

Shan't talk about the cheated incident in school. what a morning I had ):

Anyway, went to meet up with my buddies! ;D

great day with them though our plans weren't very well plan.

Still, I'm contented to hang around with them (:

Ahhh.. dead beat. End here. Goodnight!

Signing off,

SANDRA!

what a luckless day!

2010-10-11T23:48:00.003+08:00

so it was kinda like fated, I guess.

had this not-so-favourable timetable.

The unnecessary 2hr break on friday is total shit.

SIGH! ))):

Urghhh, heck care alr lah.

I'm there to study. yes, I'm there to study!

Stop thinking abt it, you're just making yourself more upset.

Alright, stop here!

For at least, there are some smarties in the class.

Really smart. Gpa are like 3.8 and 3.9

AHAHAHHA!

& boooo! no training today.

Felt so disappointed in them and i like kenna cheated.

Forget it, shant bother it.

Making myself more troubled only.

SMILE (:

Strange people are actually reading my posts.

Thanks anyway, people like you keep me writing more (:

Ciao,

SANDRA!

Usual Saturday.

2010-10-10T00:49:00.004+08:00

Does this water feature look nice?

something like the water fountain(water hugging-kissing-couple for this.)

AHAHAH!

feedback please (:

guess what's the price?

shan't reveal it out :P

Checked the timetable for next semester.

Seriously, cool. BUT dont really like a few.

either wake up too early/ end damn early on trg dates.

so I've decide to choose this(below) timetable!

(its a screenshot, so try zooming in? Hah!)

actually I'm fine with all the timetable except a few which i think is abit crazy.

Everyday start at 9am! At least 1 or 2 days start late, still acceptable.

gonna be the same class as Lydia, Joyce and maybe a few of my sem1 classmateyyys :D

hopefully Aunty Wong is happy with this. Hee.

Okay, ystd training was GREAT!!

THIS IS WHAT I CALL TRAINING! Though not very long and tough.

I still like it! :D

I love running up and down the court. Awesome feeling even though I'm serious lack of breathe.

Don't even have the time to gasp for oxygen ):

Have to train on my stamina. I'm serious ):

Hell, umpteen times I've said that but still NO ACTION!

BOOOOO SANDRA!!!

I've a plan! On every training days, reach half an hour earlier and go to the track and run.

Coooool! anybody in with me? (:

As long as we win a game over ten points..muahahaha! A treat from xjl!!!! WHEEEE!

Okay, greatgreat motivation for me. Can eatttttttttttttt!

FYI, I'm a glutton :P

Off for now,

been watching gossip girls(season1 only lah, HAHAHA!)

xoxo,

SANDRA!

New hair day!

2010-10-05T22:01:00.005+08:00

EILEEN TAN PEI JING!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAYYYYYYY! ;DDD

JOYEUX ANNIVERSAIRE!!

got myself a new hairstyle today (:

actually, rebond my hair only lah. AHAHAH!

look so damn flat now. well, if not flat thn not rebond alr.

AHAHAHAH! :D

my pocket has a big hole now! very big.

I owe my sister hundreds over dollars.

O-M-G!!!

sigh ):

Je'taime♥

Vrooomm! Vroooooom!

2010-10-02T17:01:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO
PHYLLIS TAN KUAN LIN !!!
生日快乐！
お誕生日おめでとうございます。

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!
MY dad's car is bmw!
went to collect the car.
New series man! Auto parking! I was amazed by that function!
Anyway, I'm not the one driving ):
I wanna get a license sooooooooooo badly!!!
driving like fun lea.
somehow i think a car show one's status.
well, I'm not rich. just slightly better off.
& I'm really glad that I don't have any financial problem (:
talk money hurt feelings ): I don't like.

YAY! I bought contact lens alr! :D
Happppppppy!
gonna build a bear on Monday with all my sincerity!
trying to bring NP bball up but they're just too... sigh. will still work on it! :D

Ciao,
SANDRA! ;D

where's my adrenaline?

2010-09-16T23:14:00.006+08:00

This little girl, Jackie Evancho is incredible!!!

& this man is Prince Poppycock!

his real name is John Andrew Quale.

Currently 32 years old, he's a clerk during the day and a singer at night.

Poppycock and Jackie are my favourites in the America's Got Talent 2010

No idea who will claim the 1M US dollars,

I think poppycock is a very unique character.

His performances are amazing and interesting. kinda like opera-type.

& as for that young girl with an incredible vocal, she's great!

though i don't understand what she sings. Ahahahaha!

Have no sugar rush when trg comes, need to eat more sweetsss.

AHAHAHA!

have to work it out soon, competition in a month time.

what does it meant to me? serious thinking here.

NP may be lousy but we do have the unbeatable spirit in all of us!

I can see, i can feel and i want it too! :D

Watch, while i shall begin my horrible trg.

no more stamina, i will work it out.

muscle aint that firm anymore, will work on it too.

Come on, I need that adrenaline in me.

Do You Care.

2010-09-12T21:18:00.001+08:00

Please don't worry about me, I'm fine.

Go on girl.

Ne-yo, i'm addicted to your songs.

I'm so sick and I'm so sick.

of all these stuffs.

Shall start on my secret project tmr (:

I wanna them to be happy and i will eventually be :D

Sometimes i think they just need some love from me.

AHAHAHHA!

Am i a fool or what.

2010-08-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

I need a break from this cyber world.

2010-08-21T22:16:00.001+08:00

HIATUS

I have no attitude problem.

2010-08-19T00:56:00.002+08:00

The upload thing wasn't working so no pictures for this post.
Wanted to post some pictures that I took.
I went to the scape park and captured some.
Hannah is really good, Jabez as well.
No doubt, the Singapore is great but the others are much better.
AHAHAHAH!

Takewondo and Wrestling seem to be a fun sports yea.
Definitely it assured me when I watched the finals.
Really awesome you know :D!
Takewondo is like speed and being aggressive together with agile legs!
Wrestling is more of tactics I guess and physical strength.
Still, both are fantastic!
It would be great if I can try out these sports someday (:

Its really time for me to do some serious revision.
Everyday seems so unproductive to me.
I don't like it. at all.
Sigh, yog is addictive. Keep watching it :/ esp swimming takewondo wrestling
You have to work it out, Sandra! >:(

I can feel my tummy growing rounder.
I feel the increasing of fats on my body.
My pants became tighter.
Shitzzzzzzzz ):
Gotta do something to it.
My life don't suck, it just that I've no plans for my life.
thats why for now, it sucks.
rahhhhhhhhhhhh!! >:(
I owe people presents. tsk.
I really hope I can sit down and do something really productive.

Hold me in your arms. Hold me tight and don't let it go...
I'm exhausted.

Plant the seeds now and harvest it later.

2010-08-14T01:13:00.002+08:00

I have oreos at home.
Can't finish it. Special flavour, quite mint.
Nice though (:

It's been a week. Somehow I like wasted my first study break week.
2more weeks. i really gotta do something about it.
Or i will flunk my exams. rahhh ):
Seriously hate studying. tsk.
MAEC YOU SUCK BIG TIMEEEEE!
Damn f-up about that bloody module. because it always make me feel like vomiting blood out!

& I'm veryvery upset over my O-M-G hair )))):
Look like grass right now.
I seriously dont dare to go out you know.
Sigh.

YOG opening later, i wanna watchhhhh!
Okay, in case you dudes don't know.
It's on CH5 7:45pm! Remember to catch it!
27,000 spectators and 2billion over viewers are watching it LIVE in Singapore!
Wow, i feel myself so patriotic. LOLOLOL!
Anyway, I get to watch YOG bball for this coming Monday at youth park!
YES AHHHH! Damn happy. wooohoooo!
USA vs SIN(girls)
TUR vs SIN(boys)
more interested in the girls match. Ahahahaha!
As a Singaporean, I shall say ALL THE BEST TO THEM! GOODLUCK! :D

Alright, time to tuck into my bed.
Goodnight peeepos ;)

Fear of failure

2010-08-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I just don't have the courage to do what I really really want to do.
Never try=0%
Try=50% of the results may be positive
I'm lousy.

Nothing much to update here since I always forget what I want to say.
Well, tmr Women Open Finals! First time play first time finals, coool huh!
Hope we can win tmr! JIAYOU! I've learnt quite alot from this (:
For I love basketball :D

Ohyea, exam in 3weeks time.
4modules to study? Wow, thats really tough.
Bmgt you suck, Infa you sometimes give me motivation, blaw you gave me surprises and maec you totally sucks! True understanding -.- lame teacher.
Okay, if i from the beginning know what she's talking I may like maec.
Apparently, i catch NO ball at all. Totally NO! Sighhhh ):
1week study one module also not enough ah!!! rahhh ):
gotta really work on it.
& i wasted 97dollars on concession. Like dumb only, 3weeks break thn i go buy.
tskkk! ):<

Alright, watch me while I make my progress for all the modules!
still, procrastination(I'm best at that)

Ohyes! I want to watch SALT! Streetdance, Despicable Me, Inception, Tekken and The crazies!
The Last Airbender was pretty good though I think the 3D don't worth 14bucks.
Spend too much money recently. Even my birthday money byebye alr ): ohgawd.
Nevermind, next few weeks will be like hell for me.
Studystudystudy and revise! Come on, lets go!
Ciao!

OH!
HAPPY 45th NATIONAL DAY! (in advance)

My illusion, My mistake, My carelessness.

2010-07-28T00:12:00.002+08:00

Always wondering what might happen the next moment.
On one of my worse nights, I was thinking something pretty serious. At least, to me.
I wondered.
What will happen if one day, either one of my parents is gone. (touchwood lah!)
I dare not to think further, for i know i might cry.
Isn't it scary? I think that's a very frightening question and a reality which i hope it will never happen.
Though I may be complaining about them sometimes, they are still my dad and mum.
I know they love me (: but you know sometimes it's reallyreally irritating when they forbid you to do this and that right! Sigh, suan le. I've learn how to be a guai girl alr (:
Let's treasure what we have now. (so cliche but i like)

Just a random thought.
Sometimes I would really want to ask my dear friends, you peepos, what kind of friend am i to you? As in good/bad? Honest answer though. I dont want all those ke tao hua.
Okay done with that random thing. Ahahah!

My ankle still pain ): And it doesn't seem to get any better.
I'm relying on the tape now. Not a long-term solution though.
I wouldn't want to be dependent on guards or tape.
I want to be independent! LOLOLOL!
Shall visit some pro someday to tui my ankle.

You people know this friday is what day?
Don't know? Go check it out! wahahaha! :P
Know it? Great for you (:
ayyy, waitttt. why is it good for you? AHAHAH!
good for me actually.
You know when someone you least expected rmb this day of yours and msg you that may be one of the best presents. I appreciate it much. Really ;)
I love surprises though! AHAHAHAHA!!
Shall line up programmes for myself.

Before I sign off, I kinda like NP trg alr :D
Isn't it great? Yea, to me!
Still, alot alot more to go. tmr matchhhh!
Come on, JIAYOU! SANDORA SAN! ;D
Ciao!

Be more positive please.

2010-07-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

I NEED SOME HAPPY PILLS!
URGENTLY ):

I'm going crazy for all the projects that gonna due so soon.
gahhhhhhhhhhhh! hate it. dislike it. dont want it!
Okay, probably I'm just giving myself too much stress.
Maybe its easy to do, just that i take it too seriously and think its very difficult.
Yes, must be that!
Okay, I shall really manage my time well.
Time management, impt! Very.

Anyway, I've learn how to accept certain things which I can't do it previously.
Still, i feel inferior but I don't care. Nobody is like waaaaaa you-are-god that kind.
Just be myself, be normal. Everything will be fine.
Be more interactive.
Seriously, deep down I'm actually an introvert.
Unless you know me thn different case.
If you don't know, when I was young I was an autistic child ):
That's why I don't really talk to stranger or people I am not familiar with.

& I think blogger kinda becoming extinct.
Alot of people are using tumblr now. thumb-blur.
So blur how to use? Maybe i shall go explore it one day.
Now so god damn bloody busy.
I havent do finish my project can. My part one lah.
tsk, shouldnt have pick that part lah! dabian!

Continue to do or sleep?
I'm an indecisive kid ):
kenna jz virus :/

I have to meet love soon.
Because... heh heh :>

If your heart was a prison, I would like to be sentenced for life.

2010-07-14T00:29:00.001+08:00

Why are music so addictive?
I just can't stop listening to them.
Am listening to Dynamite by Taio Cruz!
nice song nice song :D

Anyway, tmr its Women's Open first matchhh!
Sigh, so unlucky that Ms Wong sprained her ankle and wrist ):
Must be damn painful :/
Because my ankle still pain. I understand. Or maybe I don't.
Takecare yo! (:
Match start kinda late huh, 8.30pm :/
By the time it ends and I think I reach home will be around 11 closing to 12?

Did nothing today. tmr nothing as well.
Friday finishing up dss project and STARTING to do blaw project.
tmr filming for lms. oh noooo. I predict something terrible gonna happen to me ):
Maybe I can wake up earlier tmr to do BMGT project.
A project that requires a report consists of 10-15pages! Size11. Ohmygod :<

I have like so many projects to do YET I'm not doing anything about it ):
BMGT 23July due.
DSS THIS WEEEEEEK!
BLAW Week14/15?
LMS Week14!

DEAD line everywhere.
& I still have tutorial to do!
& I have to revise man!
OHYES! I haven't do my blaw qns! oh gwaddddd.

btw, i remembered something! AHAHAH!
Okay, you see.
Today someone saw this person at A&E dept.
That guy/lady was holding onto his/her jaw.
Why?! Because his/her jaw dislocated!
WHY DISLOCATED?! because he/she yawned! thn dislocated.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Thats so waaaaaa. that person must be yawning all day long.
The jaw gets loosen and dislocated. LOLOL!
Okay, end of my laughter! :D

Shan't get distracted by this.
I should just focus on what I'm supposed to do.
It's just infatuation.
A mere infatuation that will not last. Yes, thats right!
I have to find a goal in my life. I have yet to decide it though :/
FYI, I have alot of ambitions which I sui bian think of it only. Ahahah!
Mostly outdoors job. I'm not the type that sit in the office and work ah.
But you never know , you may see me one day in an office wear. Hah.

You obvious s talker! Rahhhh! I wanna meet you! but i really damn uber busy ah ):

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I have to end all these bullsh*t!

2010-07-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

I should be more optimistic from now on (:
No more complains. Okay, maybe lesser complains. Ahahah.
More revision, be focus in lecture and tutorial.
My aim: NTU accountancy/business course.
That's what I aim for from the right of the start.
Actually is NUS but goddamntough. so NTU lah.
Gotta manage my time well. Very important!!

Birthdays arriving, woohoooo. Including mine, heee :b
Shall write them a letter, that's what i am good at. LOL!

My ankle aint getting any better.
But I'm kinda amazed by myself that I can actually RUNNNN! & SHOOT!
Isn't it wowwwwww?! AHAHAH!
I wanna pick up swimming again, but aiya so troublesome lea.
My current motivation: Sept holiday!!!
I am soooooooooo looking forward to it manzxzxzxzxz.
I shall do well for the sept exam! Hmmmph!
Are you ready?! I'm preparing! to on my engine only. LOL!
blaw is a killer. dss is a half-killer. macro is a omg thing.
infa is a okay-you-are-challenging module.
Ohyes, i have Jap test tmrrrr. GOODLUCK! I confirm die, terribly.
Last minute revision tmr. Ahahah!

Missyou, obvious stalker(L)! (:

You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view.

2010-07-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm like her!
Going insane soon. Or maybe a little longer.
Why? I think i PMS ah ):
plus i kinda stressing myself.
Everytime try to go home early but end up not doing any productive things.
Homework put there, worksheet look at me i look at the tv.
Got it? Thats why i do homework can drag for hours.
It's really unproductive.
Okay, lets see.
tmr friday, i dont have any plan yet.
I only know i end at 1pm tmr.
Tried to do blaw just now and completed 2qns, worse is i dont know if my answers correct not.
Short qns somemore, I dont like LAC qns ah ):
tmr end alr if got project do project in school.
If not go home. Alright, thn i do DSS which have to submit by this week.
thn do LMS project. Bmgt project. Dss project.
If i can complete my own part for all the projects i damn happy alr.
dont know tmr enough time not. I've lots of distraction ): procrastinate too.
Sometimes i just dont have that self-discipline in myself ):<
Stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss )))))):
walao, i'm like starting to regret choosing acc.
Or is it my classmates too chiong make me stress?
but i aint doing all my tutorials! AHHHH, whatever shiat.
I dont care. I gonna read maec before i sleep. i dont like macro!
BAHHHHHHH! )x

Cannot tahan pain ):

2010-07-08T00:46:00.001+08:00

My shoulder doesn't seem to be recovering.
Sighhh ): I'm so upset. It really really really hurt like mad.
I can grab onto my shoulders damn tightly just to make it less pain.
or i would just keep pounding against my shoulder with my fist.
rahhhh, and my ankle don't know what qi zhong.
Not pain but swollen. Weirddddd :/ Okay, tilt to certain angle will pain lah.
but i can walk and run and jump(i guess).

I wanna attend trg if not women open i can only sit on the bench and watch and cheer.
Sigh, so many pro. esp the forward position. I aiya, wait lor. Ahahah, nevermind free jerserys.
LOL! but with the ftd -.-
Maybe one day i will pick up swimming, to lessen my back pain.(according to the chinese physician)
Went to visit him today, same lor. help me tuitui thn crack here crack there. but quite shuang after that (:

Okay, gotta zzz alr. 1am niaozzz mygod.
Pray that i wont be late*
Goodnight lah people.
Germany all the way :D!

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Not my fault what!

2010-07-07T01:08:00.004+08:00

Arghhhh! I'm just pissed off by my mother.
She damn alamak lea! Say about me againnnn!
ITS NOT MY FAULT WHAT! AND SO I RAISED MY VOICE AT HER.
I REALLY DAMN WTFFFFF AT THAT TIME. CB )))))):<
& it ruined my entire night! Damn it.

I was trying to do my macroecons hmwk, and i fell asleep. dabian.
and my ears are so itchy, irritating.
& I'm feeling damn HOTTTTT now. Rahhhhhhh.
so when somebody ruin my day i will become pissed/angry/upset. thn better dont talk or disiao me if not i'm not sure what kind of attitude i would use to talk to you.

Luckily later is IS day, can wake up later.
Not going for trg, my ankle like not recovering though i can walk (really fast).
but walk too long it will somehow pain alittle.
its still quite swollen. please go away swell.
Am very tired but i wanna add a song to my itouch. JUST A SONG.
but i dont know how and i have to sync the entire itouch which gonna take quite some time.
yawnnn...

Netherlands v Uruguay at 230am later.
ALL THE WAY Netherlands!
Not gonna watch because i think i cant tahan until that time Z_Z
let me guess, will it be 2-0? or 2-1?
yes, im betting! with you. you guess correctly i give you one tight slap. LOLOLOL! jkjk.
too bored alr, going haywire. Ahahah.

Okay, konbawan! Zzz...

I want to but I can't ):

2010-07-04T00:43:00.002+08:00

Sprained ankle on fri.
Sat cant play. not allowed to.
Sun wont be playing.
And thats it for me, youth cup i mean.
Still have women open, gosh.
matches are so late. 830 start. on weekday, ohnooo.
I dont know what to do.
I got no mood today ):
rahhhhhhhhhh ):

I.Am.Having.A.Cough ):

2010-07-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

"Shawty like a melody in my head that I cant keep out got me singing like nananana everyday like my ipod stuck on replay"
I keep replaying, so true. Just that i have a ipod 'touch' behind it.
Ahahaha! I'm so lame, anyway great song yea ;)

Had my well, second or third or fourth trg in NP. Ahaha.
mr xu didnt go. as usual?
Potato which was baked by the pri school kids was too chao ta to go as well.
Ahahah! Nice description by me :D
Could have play moreeeee manzxzxzxxz.
Lightning risk and we were forced to pack up.
So I'm able to go home early (:
Still, I did nothing productive. Spend more time eating dinner :/
Cant believe I ate so much, just burned a few fats and now gaining moreeee.
Oh damn! ):
btw, I'm surprised that I ran quite fast. Continuously!
The thing is I'm not so tired. I mean i dont pant like a dog.
Ahahahahahaha :D!!! YES!
but my shooting seriously ON thn OFF thn ON thn OFF!
Dabiannnnn lah!
Hate it. Overall, its still okay (:

Tmr getting back results for infa and maec.
Honestly, i dont expect much for maec. Pass and i will be grateful to the marker.
LOL! serious. Infa im hoping for a good one (:
shall see abt it tmr. grrrrr. worried :/

Not afraid by Eminem is another greattt song!
I'm not afraid, not afraid, to take a step~
I like the gun sound!
Random, because I'm listening to it now.

The week is ending, kinda fast yea? Yup. I agree with myself. LOL!
Crazyyyyy. Friday friendly, sat and sun matches. I wanna win it all.
Hopefully we can! FTD jiayoujiayoujiayou!
I still cant believe its FTD. AHAHAHAHA!

Okay, ystd I was surprised by smth.
I wont say what it is. I just wanna say, are you serious abt that?
Sometimes I cant control myself either. hah.
I dont know what to tell you.

Off to bed (: My beloved bloster pillow asking me over now.
Ciao! ;D

No Monday Blues Please!

2010-06-27T21:52:00.005+08:00

You know I always hated monday? (for this sem)
Because my class end at 3pm and have to stay in school until 6pm for Jap class.
Always have the urge to quit/skip my Jap class but whenever I ended my class I feel that everything was worth it (:
BUT NOW I REALLY AH )))):
If only somebody can accompany until 6pm.
My classmates so not steady one, all after 3pm go home -.-
grrrrrrrrrrr.
Yea, wednesday Hz will acc me and i will acc her. Ahahah!
MY AIM FOR TMR: TRY NOT TO HAVE MONDAY BLUES!
Sigh. I still cant believe I have to sleep after this and school seriously gonna start tmr.

Okay, I learn LMS okay. let me try.
You people see, tmr Monday lea. Means Its a brand new week for you and me!
Yea? Yesssssss (:
Which also means we are one day closer to our exams/tests.
For me, is 8weeks later.
Also, we can learn new stuff tmr!
I am going to listen attentively during all lectures and do my tutorials(I hope I'm able to, but my laziness...)
And 1day nearer to trg! (will not be attending tmr trg though because of Jap class)
Honestly, I dont really like NP bball BUT I will try my best to attend all trgs and bond with them (:
& I'm kind of looking forward to this coming saturday match! I wanna WIN! I really want!
but i didnt go for trg today. I actually dont mind going but if i go I wont be able to complete my hmwk. or rather pack my hmwk. I do some only lah. Somemore at NP. so farrrrrrr.
Sorry for that ): but I gonna train hard during wed! If friday have maybe I will go. heh.

Having Jap test tmr, its like ABCD... but its in jap. I started today :/ I hope Im able to make it!
lucky 15words only. Actually I have to send a jap email to him but i dont know how to use ah.

& went for class ystd at ECP. LOL! dont even know why they went there but yea.
Sat on the bus until my butt was on fire. Waaa, cant tahan.
And this funny or rather weird girl who was sitting beside qh(who was beside me) keep dozing off. Its like you sleep then your head will like wanna drop or move ard like that. You get what i trying to say? yea, she KEEP repeating it! yes, multiple times! And its towards qh this side. finally this girl dozed towards her and HER HEAD WAS ON QH'S SHOULDER!
she slept awhile thn suddenly jerk and woke up. Crazy man, this girl.
Qh said she feel like grabbing her hair and slap her face. LOLOLOLOLOL!
but seriously, that girl quite irritating ah.
and so we proceeded to ECP.
Had some fun playing true or dare. Stupid qns they asked. embarrassed me only :/
to sum up everything, we just slacked there and thn picturesssss thn astons thn home (:
yeap, thats all!

Okay, its enough! I've gotta zzzzz alr though its only 10:23pm.
You have to know I was always late during this holiday when i meet ppl.
so yea, sleep early the best.
GOODNIGHT!
tmr will be a different day. Exciting? Boring? It all depends on you (:
I think mine will be, :/ :) :/ :( :) :D Z_Z

ENGLAND YOU BETTER WIN! (Germany scored 1 goal alr)

Alright, end off this post with this:

Bones are breaking!

2010-06-25T23:37:00.003+08:00

I have no idea why my bones are aching like siaooooooo!
Luckily not during rainy days, if not i may suspect myself having rheumatism (feng shi)
Ahahah, I dont wish that to happen. Never ever, but i think when i grow older will lea ):
Let me tell you something, I have knee back shoulder problem. Soon, ankle will join in.
I hope not though. Ahahah.
Recently, i damn lame. No idea why. LOLOLOLOLOLOL! :/

btw, school starting! OH MY GOD! Can you believe it.
2weeks pass so fwastttttttttt! like zooooom, you know? zooooooooom, yea. zoooom!
AHAHAHAHAH! Crazy me!
Honestly, I didnt study/revise/do homework.
Sigh, have been procrastinating all these while. Lazy ttm.
Cant tahan myself either. Really never touch at all you know.
yea, took worksheet out trying to do.
Upon realising dont know how to do, i put it aside and left it there alr. See, thats me.
dont know whether to give (: or ): face.
OKAY! I shall listen to all lecture when school starts.
Do my tutorial seriously! Yes, thats my goal for this semester.
Steady settttttt! :D

California girls we are unforgettable. Daisy dukes, bikinis on top. Sun kissed skin so hot will melt your popsicle. oh oh oh oh oh oh oh( dont know how many oh lah)
Ahahah! addicted to this.
Anyway, that was r-a-n-d-o-m! :D

Had a wonderful time with those crazy girls manzxzxzxzx! (L)
Ohyeah :D!
Though all of us slept in a small hut, with the limited time tgt I still enjoyed it ttm!
It was a comfortable warmth hut with the 7 of us in :D!
Its really long since I last laughed so hard! I mean really damn funny when we were playing (whats that called) yea, the acting thing lah.
Laughed until my stomach really pain.
REALLY Rolling On the Floor Laughing! :DD
See, they are my crazyyyyy friends ;D
Just that part of my face covered by that vball ):
Ahahah! kidding lah. I see them I happy niaozxzxzx ;)

bamp. Bamp. BAMP!

2010-06-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

injuries everywhere, not me though.
First up, jieyi kenna a hit from seven i think, in the eye. ouchhh.
I know how she feels because that time nicholas... ahahah!
thn I think is lydia kenna one on her head as well.
iffah got one turn around thn BAMP! wahhhhh, lucky she's fine.
michelle eye swollen o.O
siyi blueblack on her chin, elbow, thigh ):
so painful. many injuries jiu dui liao )):
so sad, all of you get well soon huh.
I'm lucky i didnt suffer any serious injury.
Ah, i think its a good fight today.
though i dont know what the hell i'm doing on court.
Okay, i think i know what i'm doing on court. maybe did wrongly.
yeap, probably. must be lah!
I chiong for that ball, i didnt know why. I only know chase after every ball.
so yeaaaaa. and i didnt do very but i think i secretly assist a few.
I dont know how to explain but ya.
stupid shooting today. dont know whats wrong with my shooting.
esp that underbasket. I cant get over it. _l_
arghhh! its over, forget it.
heh, i'm actually glad that the seven gotta a charging foul.
heehee. I stood there and BAMP! there I went. ahhhhhh bomp on the ground.
she showed me her elbow, on my face.
some parts of her body on my stomach.
luckily not my shoulder (: phew.
gotten a head slam by somebody, so pain my head ):
no side effect please, i can die from pain. or headace!
recover myself by using super potion! YES AH! LOL! I'm sucha lamerrrr -.-
well, anything to add on?
hmmmmm.

boring, tmr have project at 2pm.
lets get it done quickly thn dont have to meet for the second time! (:
& karate kid tmr, finally. hope i get to catch it (:
Dont disappoint me, you small kid.

ahhhh, feel better after blogging :D

PS:hopefully this tuesday can get to see my new house. heehee :b

Nah, no title for this post.

2010-06-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

First thing I thought of is,
TMR I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR LMS PROJECT.
DABIANNNNNNNNN!
I GUESS IT WOULD BE KINDA BORING =/
Anyway, is karate kid that awesome?
Everytime I wanna watch the time slot confirm SOLD OUT.
and the next two would either be selling fast or sold out alr.
Damn fwasstttttt! I dont know why.
Ahhhh, whatever. I still gonna watch it. Someday (:
Watched The A-team twice and I still enjoy it.
Reallyyyyyyyy nice (:
*you spin my head right round right round* AHAHAHAHAH!
Well, you will get what I mean if you watch it :D

I'm staring at the screen thinking what I have to type.
And I cant think of any.
So forget it. End here thn.
Feeeeel like bballing. grrrrr.
1week never touch ball, sigh. Miss XXX lah, went overseas thn they no trg.
AHAHAH! thn the 'patricia mok' not free i guess. LOL!
Okay, have to sleep soon.
tmr what time have to wake up?
11am meet, 9.45am-10am have to leave house.
9am have to wake up.
set alarm 8.45am.
WAHPIANG AY! SO DAMNNNNN EARLY!
ROARRRRRR!

Anyway, I'm eggcited!
Why? looking forward to 22june! wheeeeeeeeeeee!
:DDDDDDDD

Pain in my head. Pain in my shoulder.

2010-06-14T18:58:00.001+08:00

Dang! I gonna fall sick. I hope not. Arssshole!! ):
I still wanna go out and have fun! Not staying at home grabbing my head and go crazy.
I dont know what to do. Spend my whole day watching numbnuts.
Okay, not whole day. half a day. I slept through half of my day.
Lazy pig me. Ahahaha!
ohyes, woke up and felt pain in my shoulder. grrrrrrrrrr )):
I feel like I'm half-handicapped. damnnn! Have to find a solution to it.
I hate injuries. seriously. well, who likes it. That person must be mentally unsound.
LOL! so mean of me.
Anyway, ystd match was errrr well i can only say i tried my best.
& we could have win it. Nevermind, for at least of us tried our best. I guess so.
btw, read those sec1/2 blog posts. Damn funnnnyyy! Remind me of myself when i was young.
Feel like counselling them. or rather just have a nice talk with them.
I guess we have generation gap? :O so exaggerated.
Honestly, I rather train with ytss bballer than np pl ayers.
Not trying to be mean to them but yea. I just feel weird tgt with them.
Really weird. Yawnnn, whatever it is. we shall see what will happen next.
So far, i went for like 2trgs only? LOL! joke.

& sometimes I really feel like talking my heart out.
but i dont know what to talk abt.
Maybe we can just sit down somewhere cosy and relax.
We can talktalktalk and talk for a longgggggggggg time.
I love that fweeeeling (:
Well, I'm hinting you love. AHAHAHAH!

seriously bad headace ):
heal me please.

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so what's now?

2010-06-12T13:27:00.002+08:00

Another week past. Just like that.
So fwaaaaaaaast!!
trg later on. Not fweeeeeling well. Seriously.
I dont know where feeling to well too.
tmr match. worse, i dont feel motivated.
its okay, tmr is a different day. different mood too.
shall not think abt it.
I wanna do alot of things during this 2weeks of holiday!
well, 2weeks is actually very short when you know you gonna have exam 8weeks later.
damn it. business law test, i dont carry much hopes.
Nevermind, i really tried my best. within the time given to me to study.
I want to go K!!
I want to go play beach vball!
I want to go siyi house to play band hero!
I want to do alot of things!!!!!

So funny, love actually believe that i msg her sister. LOLOLOLOL!
I dont even have her number!!
anyway, that was funnyyyy :b
oh well, trgtrgtrg.
My mother asked, 下雨打 she me 球. I dont know. just go lor.
at least its better than rotting at home.
I just ate tomyum! wow. In the end never go out for lunch.
Have to buy 2bottles of herbal tea later!

If only I could run away

2010-06-06T01:29:00.003+08:00

Now its gone.
Probably thats a warm-up match for me ):
& apparently I perform like shiat! grrrrrrrrrrr ):
need time to adapt back.
Am i over-reacting?
Am i expecting too much from myself?
Am i what? i dont even know what i wanna type.
oh well, I guess i tried my worst best. weird combination.
thats wasnt even my standard please.
I wanna run but I cant, lai ang ):
Sigh. Out of so many, who can i talk to?
seems so many yet so few.
wth, what am i typing.
ahhhh, crazy me.

All the way for my INFA!
tmr no, later on must studyyyyyyy. and cannot wake up too late lah.
if not half my day gone alr.
come on, i didnt do well for maec.
Let me atone my sin. AHAHAHA!
JIAYOU SANDRA!

Bring it on!

2010-06-05T15:00:00.003+08:00

Do I have match phobia?
Or is it I too long never play match alr?
I dont know.
Okay, let me think of how i used to overcome this fear.
Mentality. I've got to be strong.
One mindset: get in there and I must do my best of the best!
It may be the first match but I know every matches are impt!
No matter what, dont give up. I know myself well.
My stamina aint as good as before so I dont expect myself to last throughout.
I will train, I will train it back! Just watch me in future.
Lucky our team have many other good players.
Combined school, maybe I shall learn from them.
If we are able to win them, Ahahaha! I guess I'm dreaming.
OKAY! just relax and do my best!
ALL THE WAY SANDRA!

btw, my maec paper die liao. SIGH!
my mind just went blank! grrrrrrrrr!

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!

2010-05-28T13:32:00.003+08:00

Okay, this drama is out since last year?
I'm abit slow to watch this. AHAHAHAH!
but really nice ah.
The songs I tell you, super GREAT!
LOLOLOL!
I dont know for you but for me, Y-E-S! :D
I watched until ep10?
kinda of slow but nevermind (:

Japanese listening & speaking test:
I F-L-U-N-K IT!
Sigh, sucha failure.
Listening was pretty good but speaking really, OMGZ.
This coming Monday hiragana test.
a i u e o, ka ki ku ke ko, sa shi su se so.
15words, should be no problem :D

Next, imma so friggin not-so-happy when i know there's no trg in NP on wed.
I'm the last to know. Luckily I went to ytss for trg first.
Xjl came thn I know there no trg in NP.
What if I didnt go for ytss trg? If i reached NP and knowing that trg is cancelled.
I tell you, I will be DAMN pissed off okay!
I bu shuang liao hor >:(
Youth cup coming soon, first match combined.
goodluck to those who are playing.
JIAYOU!

Vesak Day!
Supposedly going to Siyi's house to play band hero.
but I totally forgot I've actually agreed to attend a concert with gwen they all.
Ahhh, opportunity cost. LOL!
maec test next week, must try to use all those terms.
AHAHAH!
Dad coming back from China today, hopefully I can get what I told him to buy :D
teeeheee!
See you people around! (:

I came. I climbed. I conquered.

2010-05-24T12:51:00.003+08:00

NVM ystd, great experience.
I dont know why gw chiong all the way up!
& so i followed, is really chiong one you know.
OMG! I reached the 6th floor thn I cant catch up with him alr.
he's crazy! AHAHAHAHA!
6th floor and xinyi mentioned 10times more, abt to faint.
My brain getting cold, idk always like that when i exercise.
reached 10th floor and i asked myself, why the hell i joined this!
'I swear i never participate this next year!'
continue to climb climb climb. I wasnt easy, really.
Just for that period of time when you're climbing you feel like dying.
Okay, maybe I feel like dying only.
quite stuffy inside and the smell of vomit, really cant stand it!
Climb until 42th floor and I told myself not to look at the storeys.
Climb and climb and climb, I looked up 'WAH! so fast 48th floor alr!'
felt so motivated! so I endured it.
Thighs were getting heavier and difficulty in breathing.
Walao, last 3storeys seems to be extremely long. Okay, it is!
FINALLY I REACHED 63th STOREYS!
but have to run dont know where, the person said straight up.
I saw 2 different lanes thn dont know run where.
I asked which one is straight? Ahahah!
friggin' tired when i reached the top.
Didnt look down because my energy bar like 15% left.
took photo, i look so suck inside. AHAHAH!
well, had a nice climb together with xinyi idris guowei and yiliang.
GOOD JOB :D!
Now, i want to take back 'I swear i never participate this next year!'
Participating it next year, can be better! :D

Today NO MONDAY BLUES!
YEAHHHHHHHHH! because its e-learning week!
but i have to go school for make-up maec lesson!
after that having jap test! listening and speaking test!
gambate! :D
thn not attending bball trg ):
feel so motivated to play bball now, you know.
I dont know why.
OH! first match for youth cup is against combined!
holy mama. We better pray hard. AHAHAHAHAH!
com'on lets fight! chargeeeeeeeeeee!
5june, saturday, i got test on that day ): 2tests! sigh.

I NEED SOMEONE WHO CAN HELP ME IN MACRO!
I'M SERIOUS! ANYBODY WILLING TO HELP ME :D
TUTOR ME PLEASEEEEEEEEE! I BUY YOU ICECREAM.
AHAHAHAHAHAH! :DDDD

SANDRA GOH YOU BETTER BUCK UP!
IN CLASS YOU'RE THE LOUSIEST! I THINK SO :X
ESP IN BUSINESS LAW TUTORIAL!
PASS YOUR TEST AND SHOW THE TUTOR YOU CAN DO IT!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

ALL THE WAY!

2010-05-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH! I'm sooooo going to climb 63storeys this sunday.
Awesome. AHAHAHAH! :D
challenge myself to do it as fast as possible!
but i scare my knee will go crazy on me after that, LOL!
had trg ystd, someone said it was alittle tough though i doubt so.
Probably I didnt do the crabbing, i really want to do it man!
No idea why so enthu. Inner thigh there muscle pain like mad ah, thn can crab.
sigh ): played 5-on-5 total shiat! didnt do well.
& I forgot to bring my contact lens ystd thn my specs keep dropping.
hmmm, hopefully ngee ann basketball can be better and better and thn we gonna ROCK THE COURT! WOOOOHOOOOO! :D
I was so damn happy when the vice captain told me NP constructing indoor sports hall!
but she said she was just kidding. gave me false hopes.
after that told me its really real! Now I dont know if its true or not.
cheat my feelings lea her. Actually i was damn high when i knew abt it in the morning lor.
indoor court lea, dont have to go under the sun though we always train evening. LOL!
whatever it is, i hope those np seniors will go for trg lah. NP will be stronger thn (;
GREAT! If i want it, i will definitely go all out for it.
Watch outtttt people! (:

so whats next?
hmmmm, ah! Accompanied yz jl to imm to buy those foodies for the housewarming this saturday. Apparently it wasnt easy to hold a housewarming. Have to buy this and that.
& she gonna bake brownie! well, its her FIRST time only. I shall see if its brownie or blacknie. AHAHAHAHAH! so I reached home kinda of late lah, sigh.
Cab-ed home. bloody uncle drive not so fast.
When i flag the cab i saw an not so young uncle thn i was like sian alr.
forget it.

tmr going back YTSS for bball trg! train with the cgirls! wooohooo!
never train with them before. Ahahah! go there playplay thn meet siyi they all.
GREAT! :D
maybe watching the last song (:

Alright thats all!
weekends booked, date me next weekend! start now, get your phone and text me!
AHAHAHAHAHA!
saturday-yz jl housewarming thn qh friend performance
sunday-vertical marathon!
SEE YOU AT THE TOP!

complicated

2010-05-17T00:12:00.004+08:00

Gone for trg today. or rather go NP to play bball.
I was hoping that I've japanese class thn i can skip trg.
jl today told me after your jap class come over playplay awhile lah.
sigh, im actually okay with it. Just that i hate to go home so late and tired ):
AH! today yingzhao jl like discovered alot of things about me huh!
AHAHAHAH! really kpo but its okay. Enjoy talking to them (:
youth cup coming up? 6 jurong 4 ytss 2 aes. jurong gonna overpower us!
LOL! kidding lah, they're so good. they deserve it (:
I'm envious of their team spirit. They're like really bonded.
ytss seems to be just on the surface thing. sigh, forget it.
I STILL LOVE YTSS BBALL B'GIRLS'09 :D!

Its gonna be a busy week for me!
school as usual, more trg.
Saturday going for rotaract first event!
Go fly kite with children (: I hope they dont bring me troubles.
Ahahaha. Maybe going to yz jl housewarming.
so cooooool, housewarming! housewarming need buy anything? or like bring something over?
never go for any housewarming before, LOL!
Sunday will be the vertical marathon!
I thought is 70 over storeys. so its actually 63storeys.
OH-MY-GOD!
63storeys! wth, dont even know why i agreed to join.
Since i've done so, I shall meet you at the top :D
most probably wont go NP thn, because event start at 2pm.

suddenly remember weili told me a joke today.
how do spiders communicate?
you want the answer? ask me thn! LOL!
oh well, better sleep now.
If not tmr i will suffer. Goodnight!
Looking forward to jap class!

我以为你会...
也许我太天真了.

I wanna hug my love.
I'm so tired.

Faith & Trust

2010-05-14T21:42:00.003+08:00

OHYES!
Im so glad that tmr dont have to wake up early! :D
should i go support her tmr? I feel like but i seriously have super lot of hw to do.
but nobody going with me ): its at spore river people! wow!
walao, so worried lah. Her shoulder =/ Hope she will be alright after the competition.
even though i meet her quite often? not really actually, but i still miss her ):

Went down to support NYJC A'div vball finals today!
Well, they did they best i guess. or rather they tried their best.
I know its damn sad one lah, i know how it feels!
NOW, I'm so motivated to train hard for bball!
I want that kind of feeling to be back! I WANT IT BACK!
but currently physically unfit lah )x OMG!
extreme muscle ache now, wonder if i can go for sunday training.
YAY! can play tgt with siyi again. woooohoooo :D
so long never play tgt alr, in fact with all ytss players lah!
Miss them so much!!!! ):

to-do-list for this weekends:
all tutorials! have blaw,maec,infa,bmgt, anymore? cant think of it now.
those tutorials qns are getting difficult.
Every week, i'm getting blur-er and blur-er. Im so dead. tsk!
Come on SANDRA! you know you can do it! (:<
walao, trying to lie to myself again. grrrrrrrrrrr!
My classmates like so chiong homework can.
Make me stress only, i alr very stress liao lea! @_@
next week blaw test, hoseh ah.

Okay, for one moment I ... (cant say out)
but i feel better now (:
faith and trust.

2010-05-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh man! Always no time to blog! tsk.
Its okay, Im here now :D
Anyway, i think jap is getting more and more interesting and difficult as well.
My class like so many people know how to read alr.
They find the lesson boring while I'm trying to understand what the hell the sinseh is talking abt!
They can just read from the text while i have to translate word by word to get the whole sentence.
Damn, must workhard! hmmmph!
I have been doing my tutorials! Greatttttt :D
walao, now i cant complain too much on twitter liaozxzxz.
because 2 classmates following me, if i say anything wrong, thats it for me ):
Anyway, i think this girl in my class quite pretty lea. Ahahah!
I think I stare at her in class in lecture. AHAHAHAH!
OMG! IM SO DEAD =/
whatever, i see alot of pretty girs and hunks too!
& I think my class getting better (:
btw, i did presentation today. quiteeee nervous, speak in broken EL, as usual.
its okay lah, thats my style. AHAHAH :D

OHYES! this freaking incident that i had ystd!
I was crossing the zebra-crossing because i was rushing to jap class.
I didnt look out for vehicles casue i thought zebra crossing mah.
I stepped two steps out, the next thing i know was a van was in front of me :O
damn! so near me! RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!
IMAGINE I STEP ANOTHER STEP, CANT THINK OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN!
At first I was like okayokay, no feeling. After that, i think im damn lucky.
phewww. so next time people, look out for cars before crossing any roads.

watched Ironman 2 & Ip man 2!
watched both! actually no, i prefer Ip man 2! niceeeeeeeeeeeee :D
go watch it even if you didnt watch ip man. not much link.
I wanna watch shutter island with my love! but dont know when ):

I've test tmr. LMS-life management skills.
Test on anger. wow. though its open book, i studied alr :D
heehee! good girl Sandra! AHAHAHAHA!

Ahhhh, friday have trg. can i choose not to go?
Probably i should really let go of bball.
so many people said, 'why still play bball?' ):
Passion is all I can say (:
but i hate trg, how is wish i can have all my stamina back!
grrrrrrrr. thats the most irritating part for me i guess.
Nevermind, lets help NP girls bball. I heard that the guys are damn strong!
100 plus people went for the trail, i think is either 4 or 8 were choosen.
OMG! :O girls, better jiayou. AHAHAHAH!
walao, but i feel so weird to go for the trg. like i didnt even go for the trial lah.
so paiseh if i cant run.
Aiya, just face it SANDRA! you've to slowly train up!
ALL THE WAY!
& chelsea got the title. sian.
world cup-support England! though i think spain is veryyyyy strong!

I havent finish watching YAB!
Im always like that, is either finish it all at once or i will never finish watching it.
AHAHAH! weird me.
btw, i played taboooooooooo with classmates. so funnnnn :D
wooohoooo! ahhh, okay I have to go sleeeeeep alr!
ashite wa suiyoubi desu! (tmr is wendesday)
Random, just practicing my jap. Have to practice more! esp how to read those jap wordssss!
ALL THE WAY SANDRA! (:

Love, my love (L)

I HATE MONDAY!

2010-05-02T19:39:00.005+08:00

tmr monday. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Monday blues, confirm! booooo ):
Ahhh, I dont like some of my ya you know.
sigh. I want to rant to somebody who dont find me crazy or what!
*scratch my head like siao*

Okay, lets write about something great.
Qh and I went for rotaract club as we had signed up for it but shimei didnt go!
Damn her!
quite fun lah, I really pity those people who organised this camp even though its only 2days.
so many things line up nicely for us. Not pity lah, sound so bad.
somehow i like their attitude. I appreciate their effortsssssssss! really, esp nightwalk i guess.
Yea, because of some issue i didnt go for the nightwalk =/ heard that it wasnt that scary.
Different people different opinions. Waited REALLYYYYYYYYY long for the nightwalk.
Its abit disorganised. Everything seems so messy. only 50people i guess. pairs by pairs went up.
took so long another pair to go up. I think they modified alittle when its coming to an end?
Because everybody complaining like shiat! this girl ah, she was complaining lah thn i wanted to tell her you think you're the only one waiting. asshole lea.
Btw, I was in teletubbies! :D so cute right!
I think our second cheer rocks man! wooohoooo! :D
one group like less than 10people. so sad huh ):
Still, enjoyable lah! Loft@94(the place where we sleep) was great man!
fully air-conditioned! Awesome!!!! the bad thing is no wireless and tv ):
ohyes! saw so many chiobu(s) during the camp! WOOOOOTS!
lastly, clapclapclap for those rotaract people who help to organise this camp (:

TELETUBBIES!

Noob Qianhua!

sian, tmr monday!
Bye folks! I hate monday!!
Ask me why and i will tell you why!

what a 'cool' classmates I have.

2010-04-29T21:28:00.004+08:00

Look, I've get to know my classmates.
In another week time I think I can be friends with everyone alr :D
& some of them are reallyyyyyyy reallyyyyyyy weird.
My class is SUPER quiet that the tutor/lecturer find us so sian?
Sigh, what a class i gonna be with for the rest of the semester1.
well done Sandra! You gonna make the class go enthu and the tutor will like us!
Maybe in future give study tips or even exam tips lea! Okay set!
I AM GOING TO MAKE THE CLASS BE MORE ENTHU DURING TUTORIAL!
Week2 so far pretty good. the more normal friends are Ann, Xin Xing, Wira, Ken.
yea, these few. more to go lah, lazy to type. dont even know there name actually.
AHAHAH!

Ohyes! Im going for a fellowship camp this saturday and sunday!
Woooohooooooo! Its rotaract club camp.
bonding camp i guess, i so looking forward to it :D
hope it will be really awesome!
I hope i wont see reddddddd =/
praypraypray. AHAHA!

I've created a lame joke club in facebook! so anybody can tell a lame joke can get to join our group. AHAHHA! this is really for fun :D

Ever since school started i need more sleep, so goodnight people!
I have to do tutorial qns thn sleep ):
Love you fianceeee. teeeheee :P
like so long never see you alr ):

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2010-04-24T03:03:00.001+08:00

Konbanha, readers san.

Week1 overrrrrrrrrr ): from week2 onwards, I have to reach school by 9am everyday except wednesday.
ohhhhhhhhhhhmannnnnn ): 9am!!! so i have to wake up at 6.45am? Goodluck Sandra! (: and also to those who have to travel SO far to school!
This week is sooooooooooo great & not great! so many things happened to me. Both good and bad news. Not gonna elaborate it because you will laugh like mad if you know what happened to me. grrrrrrrrrrrr ): anyway, week1 so damn slack! week2, its time to start!!!
Everything seems tough but I am sure I will be able to do it all! :D I believe in myself. All the wayyyyyyyyyyy!
Everybody seems to be complaining about their own jc life. They are sick of it, dread to go to school, fail tests, etc.
Com'on, you chose to go jc you should have expect this to happen. I chose NP and I dislike travelling for so long as well.
What can I do? Look it in a positive way. you see, i can sleep i can play my itouch games i can revise too! 31mins to Jurong East, i can do many things (:
so jc-ians, jiayou okay! Dont ever think you will retain even if you fail alllllll your tests. Just buck up! (: maybe its really tough, i dont know. All the best to all of you!
I AM SO GOING TO ENJOY MY POLY LIFE! joined new cca! yayyyyyyy! (I am so going to...-copy from qh. she always use this phrase. AHAHAH!)

ohyea! Jurong lost to Jurong West ): really not their luck, tough fight but greatgreatgreat match! Overtime twice, really an exciting match.
I feel so gek-sim for jss. Hope they can win scgs! & get a third.
& really sad case for Yishun Town. Sigh, by that one inferior point. Tough luck too. Still, you girls are A-W-E-S-O-M-E! :D *claps for all of you*
Actually they can get into top4. Yea, actually.
Im STILL thinking if I should join bball -.- Im sooooooooooo hop eless.
XXXX told me that YYYY asked XXXX between ZZZZ and Sandra choose who for the youth cup? Without hesitation, XXXX said sandra lah!
Wow. When XXXX told me that, instantly, i feel so useless. Compare me with ZZZZ! yea, hopeless me. At that point of time I really, walao. damn sad )):
SIGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! what the hell should I do? You see, I want to play but Im afraid of aiya many things lah. Maybe I should start a new cca. Archery!
Ahhhhhh, im full of crap. If you read until here, i think you have wasted your time reading bullshit. Sorry for that.

I spent 6dollars to watch the film festival thing in nyjc tgt with jz and sx. The 3different films are like... sianzxzxzxzxzxz, reallyyyyyy!
Okay, its bad to say that. They put in alot of efforts for the production so i guess well applause for their efforts? AHAHAH!
At least the last one was entertaining (: I just felt that it shouldnt be so ex. 6bucks. I can eat alotttttttt of foooooooood lea!!!

Sometimes I feel troubled but I dont know what I am troubling about. My brain abit sot. LOL!
Anyway, NP rocks! actually still okay lah. Maybe when i get to know more about the school, thn yeaa! :D
Random. I still love YTSS! EVERYTHING IN YTSS! THE FOOD, TEACHERS, FRIENDS, TEAMMATES, ETC. too many to list.
& WE WILL EXCEL!!! :D

3 in the morning? cool, meeting those siao char bor later at 11. I want to eat the prata sausage but 3dollars lea. hmmm.
I want to go for a run everyday but im just toooooooooooooooooooooo lazy! yea, imapig ):

A long post. so many people privatise their blogs nowadays. Is it the lastest trend? AHAHAHAHA!
SAYONARA! (:

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Time for miracles.

2010-04-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

ytss won woodgrove but jwss won scgs by a point.
so they are not in top8 ):
alllllllllll i can say is they are just too unlucky.
tough luck. sigh.
no mood to post ):
lesson tmr at 1pm, Life management skills.
Probably the right lesson i should have now.
Asshole lah, so mean to them.
Im sure you all will be 3rd runner up!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

AWESOME! JURONG B GIRLS ARE IN TOP4!

2010-04-20T00:35:00.003+08:00

Today my mood was from :/ to :) to :D to xD to x) to :) to :( to x( to x(((((!
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
Dad sent me to school today, one day only.
We were late for lecture, first day first lesson late. Wow!
toobad, cars are everywhere in the morning. so packed in the bus too!!!
GO TO WHERE PACKED TILL WHERE>
anyway, maec(marcoeconomics) quite interesting to me (: though dont understand some part.
Had a 3hrs of break thn back for lecture.
1hr and ended. chiong down to clementi sports hall to watch match.
Jurong against Unity! Well done Jurong!!!!!! :D
I had no idea why Im so happy. Just feel happy for them.
While watching them play I was thinking should I continue with bball.
Again, this qns. sick and tired. I continue with it people will go saying still bball ah.
yalor. I like playing it, just that i've no confidence in myself.
I think i become rusty after so many months. Seriously.
That is why i keep deciding if i should join. Aiya, the rest will just find my annoying because i've been asking here and there. Forget it, if you understand me you know what i mean.
HAPPPPY FOR JURONG!
Won by 6points, just niceeeeeeeee! Nothing more nothing less. perfect!
AHAHAHAHAH! Its actually super scary you know, lucky the girl didnt score the free throw if not goodluck jurong.
Fast-paced match, i like that! & wow, michelle so steady bom pi pi one! *whistle

Not forgetting my very own YTSS BGIRLS TOOOOOOO! :D
you girls won JWSS, meaning you all want get into top4 super badlyyyyyyyyyyy right!
Take down woodgrove tmr and show the rest that ytss didnt get into top4 because we're lucky.
Prove to them we've REALLLL skills & teamwork & mostly imptly our never-dying SPIRIT! :D
Love you girls ttm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wishing you all goodluck and I will pray hard for you girls, though you all wont get to see this.
Always feel that Im so extra when i msg them super long encouraging msg. thats why I'm secretly cheering for you all.
Heard that shermaine played well! GREATTTTTTTTTTTT! she is always good.
Do the same for tmr! Its a team game, GO YTSS!
GAMBETE!

ohyea, i pick up Jap class! It was funnnnnnnnn! super funnnnnnnn!
watashi wa Sandra desu(silent 'u')
Onamae wa? (:
dozo yoroshiku!

here's the siannnnn part. I took the wrong side bus52. so i took the one opposite NP, it ended at JE interchange and i was like, i thought go bishan? i asked the uncle he said you took the wrong side. DAMNN IT!
I waited bus52 for like 25min thn another half an hour to reach JE interchange.
So i took abt 1hr to reach JE mrt when i can actually reach in 15-20min.
I was extremely fed up when i get to know i took the wrong bus! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Trying my best to find out whats the shortest route back home and it turn out to be like this.

btw, i saw ppj. Like for the first time i saw her in person. AHAHAHAH!

ROOT FOR YTSS BGIRLS TMR OKAY!
actually is later on.
Goodnight! school at 3pm tmr (: end at 5pm. Wow!
Bye, folks!

Terrible experience!

2010-04-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

Really bad today!
WHY?
Okay, it goes like this.
So I went to town in search for my watch but it wasnt productive.
& 198 is too ex ): so Im STILL considering. wait for it to have promotion again!
AHAHAHA! I doubt so though.
After that went to Eileen's house for MJ, again.
Here is it, first time playing with her sister.
I really dont know whyyyyyyy BUT Im freaking scared.
My heart pounding against my chest as if its gonna pop out or what!
I swear, first time feeeeeeling soooooo nervous =/
OMG! first time a girl made me feel this way, wow!
I dont mean that way, dont anyhow think.
my hand was shivering you knowwwwwwwww! well, now you know.
AHAHAHAH! It lasted for awhile before im back to myself.
& so funny lah, i felt so embarrassed actually ):
I bought this brownie which cost me 4.80. I shared with them except her sister.
The brownie is realllllllllyyyyyyyyyy great! *licks
kinda of weird. I asked her but she rejected me ):
If i were her i wouldnt dare to accept it either.
yea, understandable (:
To think of it again, really xia si wo.
I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHY I FELT SO DAMN BLOODY NERVOUS!
First time in my life :O
feel so great now. After typing out all these.
Weird me.

tmr going marina barrage!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO! later on actually.
jimei not going ): siyi maybe.
Left with like jasmine qianhua phyllis and me?
awww man! Nevermind! I will make sure they get jealous!
WAHAHAHAHAHA! watch and seeeeeeeeeee :D!
sad case for jm though. I pity you ))):
off to bed! sleep yo! so shuang can sleepppppppp (:

Nobody said it was easy.

2010-04-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

I'm having so many problems. Grrrrrrrr.
Why? because of the Npal & MeL. Everything is like so messy to me.
I have to buy this buy that, or print this and that.
Have to buy textbooksssss. Wow, i thought life would be easier in poly.
Im too naive man ):
But ITS OKAY! I will settle everything soooooooooon!
Thanks to my friend who seems to know everything.
I shall bring a diary along everyday, like how ytss used to train us.
Ahahahah! see, its useful! help to organise things.
& I heard from the SC that we have to sign-up for cca on the first and second day of school.
so fast!!!!! I havent decide if I should join bball, though when ppl ask me what you gonna join i said bball -.- I want to look around to see if anything interests me :D
Actually she is a great SC. SCO & SC alwayssssssssss so sweet on fb.
I see alr, *shivers* goosebumps.
AHAHAHAHA!

ohyea, I didnt call xjl ystd. I was supposed to call but I didnt. Heee.
If you know him, you will know he will be talking nonsense throughout the conversation.
To prevent my ears from getting such suffering, I didnt call.
Aiya, he just wants me to join bball. If I say yes thn he would stop annoying me.
I dont mind joining but seriously I think Im not up for that.
Way too lousy than before. No stamina and skills etc.
Sigh ): & you know in poly people who play bball are like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
They're very steadyyyyyy one!
We shall see lah. Tired of it alr.
Cant even get my stuff organise! I hate messy!
I dont like very clean as well. hmmmm.
Okay! Im messily neat :D!
AHAHAHAHA!

Ohnoooo! Im suppose to meet qh and phy!
Off to town, lets do some shopping.
& I have to see them do manicure pedicure. AHAHAHA!
Okay, bye folks!

No seasons for me ):

2010-04-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

No seasons for me ): Shall get a pokka thn. AHAHAHAH!
Because of stuff like this and that decided not to go plus no more tickets.
Hope those who went enjoyed themselves (:

Thanks to my friend, I get to know where my lesson or lectures will be held.
Coooool yo! NP like so big, but to think of it actually not that big what.
Aiya, dont know what Im talking abt lah.
Anyway, my jap lesson on first day of school ):
should I look forward to it or sian? sigh.
Hopefully my class will be fun!!! Included that the teacher is those cool and funny type.
Seriously, Im afraid of first day of school.
Like what do we have to bring? Ahaha.
I guess I have to print a NP map and my timetable and bring it to school.
Im like a pri sch kid :P people in NP are like waaa, know this know that.
so style! Im like a greeenhorn. tsk.
Watch and see, I will explore the entire schoool! thn the whole campus.
AHAHAHA!

Sometimes its actually quite entertaining to talk to certain people :D
Talk to me yo! Im a super friendly girl who talks alot!!!! :D
but sometimes i will also be shy. LOL!
Lets chat ppl!
I've stalker man! they just read and dont tag. Dont think i dont know who huh!
Geee :b

I miss Ytzens and T.E.A.M):
my classmates, classroom, chair and table, those jokers, buddiessss, canteen food and teachersssss!!!!!
& qh always disiao nizar! AHAHAHAHAH!
Ayyeed and erwin = muttons!

Okay, lets get to know more friends! (:
Hi, I'm Sandra and you're?
ohhh, nice to meet you! :D

END OF BAOC 2010!

2010-04-09T00:26:00.003+08:00

Coooool yeaaa. Everything had ended.
Its really really great being with the Mayans 6!
I tell you! we are AWESOME!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D
I've actually volunteered to perform. AHAHAH!
I thought it was like those skit thn perform ay.
It turn out to be dancing -.-
Okay, its a skit but it includes dancing lah.
Well, at least I didnt regret it!
I've learnt popping locking! COOOL HUH! Beginners level lah! LOL!
but its still coool! yeaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Let me summarise all 3 days quickly (:

Day1
Did nothing much actually. Kinda of bored.
Its just introducing thn ice breaker thn games thn practice for dance.
OHYES! I wanna complain smth!
I overslept when i took train back to khatib ):
I was sleeping because I had a bad headace. So i slept all the way till yck.
I woke up and saw yck thn i quickly alight because i thought i missed my stop.
after that i was thinking, should be one more stop thn reach khatib ay.
THN I WENT TO BOARD THE TRAIN AGAIN! AND IT WENT TO AMK!
HOW DUMB CAN I BE! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
& I reached home at 11plus.

Day2
Have to reach at 8.30 and yes, i was late.
AH-HUH! more excitement today!
played manymanymany games! Thats was when i began to get HIGH!
WOOOOHOOOOO! :D
Lucky mayans 6 have some enthu one but some really damn quiet one lea.
the games were organised by BA society. All the SCO I think.
Those games were goooooood! FUN!
cheered damn loud yo! ohyeaaaah :D
so had practice again... and reached home at 12am. sigh ):
tired ttm!

Day3
THIS IS THE DAY!
damn nervous when performing =/ but i still enjoyed myself.
basically, stayed in the CC whole day to watch ppl play games.
& performances by the various empire.
Well, its a very wonderful experience! :D
make new friends, see more pretty girls and boys.
I tell you, got one girl i see damn pretty! To me lah. AHAHA!
feel like getting her number. LOL! jkjk!
Anyway, everything is AWESOME!
WE ARE THE AWESOME PEOPLE!

I really dislike travelling so far but i think its all worth it (:
I shall make my poly life an unforgettable one! :D
JOIN NP SCHOOL OF BA! Come on!
I can barely open my eyes now. Zzz...

ITS A FREAKING BAD DAY!

2010-04-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD DAY MANZXZXZXZ!
First, went to J8. Wanted to buy the 'kiwi watch' but NO MORE!
ISLANDWIDE NO MORE! Grrrrrrr ))))):
thn nevermind.

Next, i went to AMK to do some piercing.
It was okay. Slightly pain and HOT!
After that visited courts. Cant find what we want. Zzzz...
WASTE MY TIME! >:(
Time for lunch! I want good food but in the end ate vegeterian stuff.
Had conflicts with my mum lah! Didnt dare to talk back. Merely show my unhappiness.
And she knew I was unhappy.

Stay awhile at AMKhub thn proceeded to Dad's coffeeshop at Amk as well.
Ate muah chi while dad talking to the supervisor. AND I WAS ALONE SITTING THERE ):
OKAY, THIS IS IT! Read carefully.
Before leaving the coffeeshop, I went to the toilet.
THIS BLODDY ASSHOLE TZI CHAR CHEF WENT INTO THE GIRLS CUBICLE!
I WAS LIKE OKAY BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WANNA SHIT URGENTLY OR WHAT.
OHYES, THE GENTS CUBICLE WAS OCCUPIED.
I WAITED FOR LIKE 5-10MINUTES OR MORE?
WHO THE HELL WILL PEE SO LONG LAH!
& THERE ARE 2CUBICLES! ONE WOMAN WAS INSIDE FOR LIKE FREAKING LONG!
SHE WAS INSIDE BEFORE THE CHEF WENT IN.
AND GUESS WHAT! THAT WOMAN WAS TALKING ON PHONE IN THE TOILET!!!!
DAMN YOU!
AND I GUESS THE CHEF WAS INSIDE SMOKING! BECAUSE I SAW HIM WITH A CIGARETTE IN BETWEEN HIS MOUTH BEFORE HE WENT IN.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO SMOKE IN THE CUBICLE LAH!
I WAS EFFING ANGRY! I REALLY WAITED DAMNNNNNN LONG!
I PEKCEH ALR AND GO BACK FIND MY PARENTS.
MY MOTHER WAS WAITING FOR ME AND I INTENTIONALLY SAID LOUDLY WHAT HAPPENED IN THE TOILET.
SHE WAS STANDING NEAR THE TZI CHAR STALL.
AND I SAID THAT THE TZI CHAR CHEF WHO IS A GUY WENT INTO THE GIRLS TOILET TO SMOKE!
I'M SURE THE TZI CHAR WOMAN HEARD THAT. I SAID THAT ON PURPOSE! ON PURPOSE!
MY MUM TOLD MY DAD AND HE IGNORED IT.
I TELL YOU IF IM THE BOSS I WILL WAIT OUTSIDE THE TOILET AND SCOLD YOU RIGHT IN YOUR FACE!
EFFINGGGGGG LOUSY BLOODY BULLSHIT ASSHOLE CHEEENA CHEF!
KICK YOU BACK TO CHEENA LAH! _L_
I SWEAR I NEVER EAT THAT TZI CHAR STALL UNLESS IM FORCED TO!
THE THING IS! HOW CAN A GUY GO INTO THE LADIES CUBICLE?!@#!##@!$^$^%#~!
and damn it, i cried after i complained to my mother. No idea why =/ though i feel like wack slap kick punch bite tear the _l_ chef!

Ohwell, thats my bad day! ): I know im an impatient and hot-tempered girl.
I get angry easily.

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April's Fool Day!

2010-04-01T20:48:00.003+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOO! Got my pay yo! heeheehee :D
Not alot lah, but enough for me to buy what i want.
Monday they lost to unity by 4pts.
Next monday am going to support them again.
I think I'm a very loyal fan of ytss bball girls. LOL!
Jiayou jiayou!

Shan rozz and ris thing was actually a setup.
They lied to their listeners. If they want to spice up their show through ris low.
yea, they've succeeded. Didnt believe it was a april fool joke in the beginning until today.
Ris low pathetic ah, got scolded by so many people though she was trying to do her job only.
Think ris low likes others to bitch abt her as well huh. AHAHAHA!
SHAN AND ROZZ SHOW is still better because no more ris who talk as if she dont understand what she's reading. AHAHAH!
HOWEVER, MUTTONS TO MIDNIGHT IS STILL THE BEST! :D
JUSTIN AND VERNON!
Kelly Clarkson is coming to Singapore! Aiya, I sure cant go one lah since nobody seems to be interested in it.

Induction Programme coming up! I actually regretted not going for the freshman camp ):
SO, I gonna play to my fullest this time round!
WALAO! & my laptop really dont know deliver until where le lah! Email the person. Hope they will settle it quickly for me. Grrr.

2010-03-28T15:09:00.005+08:00

YEAH! Last friday Ytss bgirls won Rgs.
Congrats Congrats!! :D
tmr they will play against Unity :O
I have faith and trust in them! THEY WILL DO THEIR BEST OF THE BEST!
JIAYOU!! ALL THE WAYYYY! GOGOGO! :D
Go support 'em at Clementi Sports Hall! 4pm! YAY!!

& yea, ystd I zha hu! -.-
Again you know. dont know what i was thinking.
Lost like shiat man. Could have lost more. 3.20 times 3. Faint.
Nevermind lah, play for fun (:
I think i was santa claus ytsd. AHAHAH! Keep giving money.
Dont know lose how many times. 10fingers not enough to count.
Ahahahaha =/

Celebrated Auntie Wong's Birthday.
Will buy her contact lens :D
Told her blinkblink but she dont know what I wanna buy for her.
AHAHAH!

2010-03-21T18:10:00.002+08:00

I TELL YOU IM DAMN PISSED OFF!
I TELL YOU IM DAMN SAD NOW!
I TELL YOU DONT ASK ME WHY!

I JUST FEEL LIKE ARGGHHH SLAPPING YOU?
_l_ NOT ENOUGH!
TELL YOU NICELY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WANT ME TO SHOUT AT YOU?!
AIYA, IM IN A BAD MOOD TODAY.
SHOULD HAVE GONE OUT JUST NOW.
GO DIE LAH! HE MISSING THN SCOLD ME? WTF?
DAMN IT LAH!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Coldplay - The Scientist

2010-03-21T17:56:00.001+08:00

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Coldplay you rock! Damn pissed now ):

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Lady Gaga - Speechless (Live at the VEVO Launch Event)

2010-03-14T12:51:00.001+08:00

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Its her again! LADY GAGA! Another side of her! Great, I like this.

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2010-03-14T00:33:00.004+08:00

WAHAHAHA!
Dine with Siyi Phyllis and a dude-qianhua (:
Ate a plate of spaghetti, okay lah. Would be nicer if it wasnt that spicy.
BLOATED now! AHAHAH :D

In love with We The Kings-We'll be a dream & She takes me high!
Really nice :D

Few more weeks and yea, school will start.
Sometimes I do and don't look forward to it.
Anyway, am thinking if I should buy a Itouch.
IT show last day alr ): must decide quickly!
I want a watch and many many many things as well!!!!
How I hope money would drop from the sky when you stretch your hands out.
AHAHAH! Okay, shall turn in soon.
My mind is alr in a dreaming mode.

Kristen Bell!!!!!!

Katy Perry!!!

Which one do you think their eyes look more mesmerising?
I think both look great! But I prefer Kristen Bell :b
She's much more younger than katy.
Okay, shall find her in my dreams :D!

Iyaz "Solo" Official Lyrics Video

2010-03-09T20:39:00.001+08:00

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Cause I was so high, and now I'm so low. :DDDD

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Sean Kingston & Justin Bieber "Eenie Meenie"

2010-03-07T12:32:00.001+08:00

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New song by them!

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Adam Lambert- Whataya Want From Me (Lyrics)

2010-03-07T00:02:00.001+08:00

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He's cool though he's a gay.

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Well done, Girls :D

2010-03-05T19:48:00.001+08:00

Yes, I had witness their success :D I guess they did well for today! Still, I hope they can go another level up. I want them to be at least in the top 8! Hopefully they can work hard towards their dream; top4. I did what I can. The rest of it shall see you girls. Keep saying mentality but this is JUST the beginning. Bear this in mind, no pain no gain!

JIAYOU GIRLS! I will be supporting you girls till the end :D

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2010-03-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

What a Bad Day! ):
I'm just pissed off.
Okay, done with my complaint.

Sigh, no idea what happened to juniors today ):
Wasnt really that disappointed. Just think that they could have win them.
I mean seriously.
If they had continued to play like how they were in the first quarter.
Everything is like 'IF' if if if if if if...
Wanted to tell them how they played but worried that they would break down again.
Only talk to a few. Damn you HUIYI! BETTER PENETRATE! Whats so tough about that?!
Be brave! C'mon girls!
Well, just hope that they will do better and get the third.
Look forward, you girls aimed higher. It does not end here.
Still got a longggggggg way to go.
JIAYOU ;D!
actually I do feel upset for you people ):
hoping that you girls can be champ...
OKAY!
I've decided to do something for them!
Small small stuff only. No time to write too much.

Kind of worried.
Because I havent receive my poly package ):
Hope its mail-ing in progress to my mail box!
Ngee Ann what are you doing?!
Did I regret going to NP? :/
Seems to me that I had since I had this thought.

Again, coach asked me to join bball.
I didnt answer him. Just listened to what he gotta say.
Sigh, what the hell should I do now?
Watching juniors playing makes my hands itchy. Hmmm (:
however, to think of myself what do I possess to become a good player makes me mad.
Stamina is back to ZERO.
Endurance is back to ZERO.
So so so many things are like ZERO now.
Wonder if I can cope.
Feel like joining something new yet aiya. wait till april thn say lah.
Arghhh.

I WANT TO WATCH MOVIESSSS!
DONT CARE WHAT MOVIE IT IS.
I JUST WANNA WATCH!
Am I crazy? I guess so ):
Insanity: Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.

2010-02-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Tell you something!
Adam lambert- Whataya want from me is incredible!
GREATGREATGREAT song! :DD though he's gay

Days by days just fly past like this.
Wake up>to work>off work>home
So boring. Lifeless.
Luckily, sometimes there're fun in the office :D
tmr gonna have a big treat again. Cant wait for tmr lunch!
Yeahhhhhhhhhhh!
Should have count myself lucky.
Everyday my dad send me to work and fetch me home as well.
Sometimes those big boss would buy just snacks or treat us good meals.
you know, quite cool working there.
Everybody was like 'Waaa, so young helping your dad.'
Ahahaha! At least its better than staying at home all day long.

Saturday-Yjc? maybe. feel like asking eileen and clique to go watch percy jackson on that day.
Sunday-Gonna hangout with gwen they all. Dine tgt as well! :D
heh, this weekends. Im book-ed!!!!

logan lerman percy jackson - Google Images

2010-02-20T20:06:00.001+08:00

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Awww, cool kid :D!

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就想賴著妳 ep.2 pt.3/9 Down with Love

2010-02-20T16:19:00.001+08:00

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Watch this show! Worth watching. Ahahaha!

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Reunion!

2010-02-18T22:22:00.001+08:00

tmr is the day! Gonna meet up with teammates yo :D

Morning-Movie;Percy Jackson!

Afternoon-Bball with juniors & old mates!

Evening-Dinner with teammates :D!

Yahoooooooooo! tmr gonna be a GREAT day :D

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2010-02-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

Glad that CNY is arriving (:
Upset that I have to help out so many things ):
Still, I did it ALL! Everything is almost done :D
I didnt know shopping can actually wear me out like hell!
My feet aching you know. I guess I walked too much?
Afterall, every every every single thing that I had gone through are worth it (:

Alrighto!
Went back to school to meet up with my dear friends. AHAHAHAHA!
Okay, gross :X this year performance was like ?!%$%!$#!@#~
talked to teachers bla bla bla.
ohyeah, Charlene passed me present today! Woots~!
Thanks for that (:

Did some chores today.
Practically, open those hamperssss. What a tough job you know.
Some of things inside sucks lah but there are still good stuff like bird nest ^^
Helped to tidy daddy car in the afternoon. SO HOT LAH!
AHAHAHA :D

Okayto!
Going back to Malaysia tmr.
Gonna wake up early man!
Plan to wake up at 330 and set off at ard 5.
If not we gonna stuck in the ultra big JAM!
Yet to pack my bag ): Its gonna be midnight soon.
Can forget abt my sleep ):

小小彬 (小樂) 下一站, 幸福 NG 鏡頭

2010-02-11T23:28:00.001+08:00

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MUST WATCH! FANTASTIC :D!

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CNY on the move!

2010-02-03T21:15:00.001+08:00

Okay, I went to trim my hair today. pretty satisfied with it :D!

Next, my mother and I proceed to causeway-Espirit! Thats where we spent hundreds of dollars! KACHING $_$ KACHING!! Kind of expensive but I like those clothes shorts vest. So who cares abt the price. Gee :b No lah, if the quality not good my mother wouldnt buy that too. So ya, she bought me what I want and I gotta be guai guai :D YUP! Almost done with my CNY clothes :D just lack abit more of stuff (:

Gonna get back to work tmr. CNY coming so there are more stuff to do. Well, its comfortable cosy there so nothing to complain. OH! one thing, I think those officegirls and I have generation gap. No topic to talk to them. Other than having lunch with them I guess I have nothing to talk to them. BUT who cares, I can secretly go to Facebook and Twitter! Heehee :P

Ogay! good-de-bye ;D

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2010-02-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

Okay, so who have the song 'Behind these hazel eyes' By Kelly Clarkson
I went to find but no such song at 4shared.

Just one day staying at home.
I cant bear with it. Its such a torture!
Oh man!
Luckily, I've programmes for the following days (;
tmr work, wednesday go change hairstyle.
I mean trim trim here and there only.
After that go buy some shorts with mum.
You know, Mother = money. AHAHA!
My sponser. LOL! sound bad but I guess many of you are like this yea!
Okay, HMS had come to an end.
Autumn's Concerto has yet to end. looking forward to the next episode.
AHAHA :D

One year free of Ben&Jerry!
I also want lah. but Im not so lucky.
Wonder if the muttons get to enjoy it.
AHAHA!

First post :D

2010-02-01T19:02:00.001+08:00

Yahoo! found out this new posterous.com thing. AHAHAHA! guess I will make this as my second blog yea :D

So fun. If one day, I were to close my the other blog. I guess you can find me here ;D

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2010-01-31T17:32:00.004+08:00

I am so freaking bored that I went to google Nichkhun.
It was Vivienne who introduce him to me since longgggg ago.
Now, I do find him funny and cute :D

His full name is NICHKHUN HORVEJKUL.
he's from bangkok,thailand.
A thai american pop singer, now active in south korea.
A member of 2PM.

2010-01-31T16:24:00.002+08:00

Life's a bitch.

Well, I gave Qh her present ystd. hope she likes it (:
I gave gwen hers this morning, hope she likes it as well (:
Shall find time to meet Jm to pass her present too.

I want to watch 'the spy next door'!
Anyone? anyone?
AHAHAHAHA! guess nobody will know im searching for movie partner :D
Anyway, tmr bgirls match. All the best to them :D
They will win ;D JIAYOU!

Go search on youtube FT island-Always be mine.
Nice song (: sweeeeet!

2010-01-30T00:39:00.005+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

So envious of those jc people.
Im like regretting not going to jc but if I go jc I will also regret not going to poly.
AHAHAH! so contradicting.
Anyway, if possible I would go for jc orientation thn appeal out to poly.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D Like so dumb.
Everyday stay at home makes me go crazy.
At last, I went back to work ystd.
Today went back to school for their trg (:
As usual, I sit down and see them train.
Play some silly stuff until time for match! YAYYYY!
Surprisingly, I'm still able to last for 2 consecutive matches.
Actually, I'm quite 'wow' that we can win the rest.
but I think siyi yahui alena did most of the running and scoring.
When I'm tired I just walk behind. AHAHAHA! so slack.
Seriously, I do wanna join them for trg. but Im afraid physically I cant catch up with them.
So I said 'nah dont want lah, old already.'
AHAHA!
When will the renovation end at yishun stadium? Im waiting you know.
To go there to runnnnn! exercise! gym-ing like too boring. esp when im alone.
I rather stay at home and do PT lah.

FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYY!
I developed photos for QH and JM :D for their bird day presents.
I gave one to YH and myself ! :D LOL!
yet to finish the letter for qh. or rather, I wanna write but lazy.
hah! can I say out and record it? send it to her. easier man! LOL!
but I still think writing is still the best.
Imagine years later she take out the letter and read. Including she keeps the letter.
Waaaaa... I like that feeling.
It's indescribable :D
OH! I did one for gwen too but the photos doesnt seems to match with the frame.
Gonna meet viv tmr and discuss abt it.
I guess the best present now will be photo frame? :D
Place it on their desk and see it everyday (: so sweet! full of memoriessssss! xD
gotta zzz...
my dreamland! here I come (x

2010-01-24T14:41:00.001+08:00

they are the gay boys!

We're the cool girls! :D

nice shot (:

ohyay :D

We're the coooooool kids :DDDDD!

EASTCOAST>ROLLER BLADING>MANY MANY MORE!
FRIENDS+FUN=AWESOME!

Sigh, toobad. Ruijing Peiyi Yuchao cant join us ):
If not everything would be perfect :D!
Pictures uploaded in facebook.
All thanks to Kuanyi the photographer plus ME the uploader(?)
AHAHAHAHAH :D
I wanna exercise but too lazy to do so :b

tmr programme will be...
TOOTH FAIRY!
movie first thn go eat at i dont know where.
thinking if I should stay for class chalet.
first night only lah. hmmm.
we shall see :D
many things coming up!

MOVIE tmr> CLASS BBQ! tmr tmr> CNY!> etc etc...

2010-01-15T23:45:00.002+08:00

So what's your first second third... choices? :D
Ystd night damn depressed and scared.
Unable to make any choice. Jc or Poly?
And I actually broke down ):
Anyway, thats ytsd.
Today woke up.
Poly floating in my mind.
Jc asking me to go and study hard there.
In the end, I chose a poly.
I rather go poly and study hard.
I dont want later go jc and suffer.
I chose Ngee Ann.
Hopefully I will get into np and enjoy there (:
Anybody know who going NP as well? (:

Well, Im interested in pool now.
Learnt how to play ystd only.
Though I suck, I still like it :DDDD!

2010-01-12T10:40:00.004+08:00

Didnt get my ideal score. Damn. hate it.
Could have done better.
What's wrong with POA? B3? go home lah sandra.
Forget it, just dont have the smart genes.
Dont know where to go man. Poly or Jc?!
JC, can I cope with it and get into uni?
Poly, can I get into uni?
Studying is so troublsome.
btw, congrats to Mr. fatty xin who score below ten and Mr. Slowpoke for getting 10.
Oh! & also Ms. Soon QianHua for getting 10 as well (:

2010-01-11T10:36:00.003+08:00

下一站, 幸福 Autumn's Concerto is a nice show!

Getting back results in few hours time.
Sitting in front of the computer at home, alone.
Have been watching autumn's concerto these few days.
Its really a great show (:
I was watching this morning thn came a msg.
Guess who is it? My dad.
I was surprised. really.
He wished me to achieve the results that I deserve.
He said he knew I study very hard for the Os and I deserve a good result.
After reading his msg, I cried. I dont know why, probably he seldom msg me such things.
I was very touched. At the same time, I also afraid I cant get what I want.
You know what, I had a bad dream last night.
I dreamt that I've gotten terribly bad results. And I cried damn badly.
Next thing was that I woke up already.
Last last night, I also had a bad dream.
That dreamt was a hilarious one. I didnt get back my results because the teacher didnt have mine. Others were jumping around while I kept searching for my results.
Isnt this crazy, Ahaha.
Well, I should go prepare now.
I just hope I dont do that badly.
& I got a feeling that I would cry, regardless of good or bad results.
Alright, wish the others all the best too :D
Prepare tissues. AHAHA!
Ciao (;

2010-01-02T01:24:00.001+08:00

What's your new year resoultions? (:
I dont have many.
1. Hopefully I wont be too disappointed with myself on 12 jan.
2. Familyand friends to stay happy and healthy (:
3. Have a lively year ahead
4. ALWAYS STAY POSITIVE!

I still cant believe I've completed my secondary studies.
You know I feel like I am STILL dreaming. Ahaha!
If I'm given a chance to retain, I would.
I know its this is crazy but I really miss those days ):
Playing basketball with the team.
We shared all the good and bad times as a team.
I missed being on court, fighting hard for all matches.
In short, I miss the team ):
though sometimes I went back for their trg, the kind of spirits doesnt seems to be there.
Of course, I miss my friends as well.
I still remember when I first went for the sec1 registration, my very first secondary friend was litong. I used to dislike peiyi you know.
but everything is so different now.
Peiyi and I are so good now huh :D (you still owe me one!)
So many things happened within the last 4years.
Laughter quarrels cries screams.
Used to hate her yet so good now.
Friends became fiends.
Thinking back, its really childish.
Well, thats part and parcel of life (:
Actually, I do look forward to what kind of people I would meet in the future (:

JC? POLY?
I know I'm not the cut for JC but I cant deny the fact that by going to jc I definitely have a higher chance to get into Uni.
Afterall, my goal is to complete Uni.
And my ultimate goal is to be an incredible accountant.
Actually, I have many dreams.
To be a Policewoman (those high high rank one lah. Gee :b)
To be a camp instructor (Its enjoyable but tough job)
To be a psychiatrist (I love reading people mind!)
To be a architecture (design wonderful buildings)
Many more to list...
Too many to choose.
Sometimes I feel like Im a aimless soul floating around.
I only know I WANT my life to be an AWESOME one :D

2009-12-29T00:30:00.004+08:00

YOUR NEW SINGAPORE IDOL!
SEZAIRI SEZALI!

I love the song 'touched by an angel'! :D
I'm like waaa...
LOL!

Well, went for class outing today.
Many things happened. Both bad and good.
Practically it was still a FUN DAY (:

I've decided to add on.
It's getting late, I should be sleeping like a log now.
Suddenly feels like so emotional while listening to 'touched by an angel'
Can you believe that I kept repeating that song? Hah.
I mean, I find it very meaningful.
Had been working for more than a month at my dad office.
Honestly, I think Im kind of how should I put it. Hmmm, too dependent on my dad?
Everyday he send me to work thn he will do his things while I continue to stay in office.
The colleagues there are consider quite friendly though our age gap is like 20years?
Ahaha. Actually only one colleague lah. She is a very experienced accountant.
I've learnt alot from her. Now, I understand why my dad is so busy everyday.
There're really alot of things to do. Or I should say, waiting for him to do.
I only realised this when I understand how the whole company system is working.
I would say he's really a very successful person.(though he's very strict towards his children)
He can actually retire now but for the sake of his children he's working very hard.
Well, for me lah. And I didnt regret telling myself to work reallyyyyy hard for Olevel.
Because I dont want to let him down, I want him to smile when he sees my results.
If I happen to do not as what I expected, at least I've really tried my best (:
So, Im gonna study hard when Im in poly.
And now I will just help out in the company, for I cant help to lighten his burden at this age.
I want him to be proud of his daughter!
/editted

2009-12-26T19:46:00.003+08:00

BODY WORLDS IS A MUST WATCH EXHIBITION!

Isnt this cool?
There're more bodies cooler than this!
AHAHAHAHAHA :DDD!

2009-12-25T01:21:00.003+08:00

MERRIIII KHRISTMASSSSSSSS TO ALL!

Turkey ham ribs log cake!
I simply love them :D!
YUMMMY!
I wrote cards to some people! Heh, like Santa Claus writing letter. LOL!
AIYA! I should have hide my identity when writing to them! AHAHAHAHA :D
Maybe next year (:

I work so many days but havent get pay. sianzxzxzxz ):

2009-12-17T23:55:00.001+08:00

Lets have some fun tmr ;D!

2009-12-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

Finally done with all the bbq food :D!
YEAH!
15bucks should be reasonable right.
Friday! Cant wait for friday. AHAHA :D!
BASKETBALL GATHERING.
YEAH MAN!

2009-12-09T16:29:00.002+08:00

Great fun with them! :D

Organise basketball outing is so troublesome.
Need to buy this buy that etc.
Anybody want help me? :D
I'm looking forward to 18dec! YEAH!
It's really the time for bgirls to buck up!

2009-12-05T13:43:00.002+08:00

Wednesday went to celebrate Jasmime birthday!
Had damn lots of funnnn :D
Esp at kbox. WAHAHAHAHAA!
Oh! We also went to catch a movie!
CASE 39! Horrible show, made me freak out like hell!
Arghhhh! :X

Today gonna go down to sbc and watch YTSS vs HAWKS!
Exciting match :DDDDDD!
WOW! Let's see what will happen ;D!

2009-12-01T11:33:00.002+08:00

These few days I dreamt of weird stuff.
Spooky :S
Anyway, I'm like FINALLY gonna watch 2012!!!!
AHAHAHA!
And I'm not gonna be late. No way! :D
Adam lambert > HOT!

Oooh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I'm about to do?
Cause its about to get rough for you
I'm here for your entertainment
Oooh, I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
you thought an angel swept ya off ya feet
Well I'm about to turn up the heat
I'm here for your entertainment!

2009-11-29T23:15:00.003+08:00

OH DEAR!
I've got a very bad dream last night.
I dreamt of myself getting back Olevel results.
Guess what?! I saw the slip with L1R5: over 20!
Mygod! :XXXXXX
I think I was semi-conscious.
I knew I was dreaming and I was wondering if next day was the real day to get back our results.
To think of it now, kind of absurd. AHAHA!

Till now I've yet to catch 2012! Damn.
Feeling upset now ):
Baby are you down down down down down...

2009-11-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

ALOHA! :D
Have been working for the past few weeks? I think 1week only, ahaha :D!
Doing well. Though it's boring, at least it is not tiring (:
The people there notbad, quite jovial (:
Except one woman, she like very fierce. Dont like =/ So dao one.
Not working tmr, YEAH! :DD
Friday public holiday, YEAHHH!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I want to watch 2012! I havent watch ))))))))))):
Waiting for Eileen to come back from HK, this coming thursday I think.
FASTERRRRRRR!
Ohyes, her present. In progress already ;D!

I'm waiting for Miss Tan Peiyi to buy me a meal! WAHAHAHA!

2009-11-21T00:50:00.002+08:00

For the past few days I work, play bball and pack my table.
AHAHA! Practically nothing meaningful for me.
Time just goes on like this.
I want a basketball outing! Or whatever gathering! I WANT ONE!
And I'm desperate for it. No idea why. Miss the team too much ):
I'm so into Low Kay Hwa books! Anyone willing to lend me You Are Here?
Am reading To Forget You, quite nice (:
I need $$$ to buy his books. Or anyone want to buy for me? AHAHA, kidding lah :D
Yet to read the lastest book Lilith and You Are Here.
So far, I prefer I Believe You. I think it's awesome :D

2009-11-11T21:06:00.001+08:00

Yay! Olevel over (:
Sigh, I feel so empty ):

2009-10-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

SANDRA GOH ! STUDY !

2009-10-03T00:38:00.001+08:00

'A ton of worries cannot solve an ounce of problems'

2009-09-26T14:47:00.004+08:00

"What if you have no tomorrow to look forward to?"

Google Low Kay Hwa and search for his stories.
Read 'I Believe You' online, only up till chapter 12 and he keeps you in suspend. Damn.
Xinyi was the one who introduced it to me. Worth reading.
One day, I gonna buy all his storybooks.
His new book 'Lilith' was finally launched.
The main character, Lilith Ng Xin Yi, christian.
Other than that, I've no idea what is it about but I am sure its gonna be great!
One day, one day, I will definitely buy all his books!
Currently, I have to save money ):
I feel like rushing over to Plaza Sing now to buy his books and read read read!
Okay, enough of it. No money, no book.

Prelim results coming one by one.
D&T theory paper-F9
Frankly speaking I'm not sad, rather I felt motivated?
Because overall, I get a B4. Which means my coursework was pretty good.
In fact, I think it's an indicator to me.
If I were to score an A for my theory I would get and A1 for overall.
YEAH!
Didn't really study for theory, so I cant blame anyone expect myself for this.
This time round, I will definitely workhard for my A1! Gee.
As for physics, as usual, Szexin top the class; A1
For me, I did better that Nicholas Goh! AHAHAHAHAHA!
Hopefully I'm able to get a B3? I doubt I will have an A.
English is always fail fail fail for me ): F9? E8? D7? Lol!
My humans is no where better than my EL.
At least, my humans is slightly better than EL (: hoping for a pass only.
Math Poa Chem, these are the subjects I like most :D
Eileen top for Chem and Math, congrats (:
How I wish I can also top. Ahaha.
Dream on lah SANDRA!
High hopes, utter disappointment.
So I have no high hopes on any subject except Poa which I think I can get A1. Gee.
Hopefully I wont disappoint myself (:

Shouldn't be sitting in front of the screen, instead I should be doing my revision.
Well, it's a Saturday afterall. Let me rest (: Study? Later lah :D [excuses ):] AHAHA!
10pm today, F1 qualifying round! GO Kimi Raikkonen! Ferrari Ferrari!
The actual race will flagoff at 8pm tmr! If I'm not wrong its 8pm.
Jenson Button, you better dont win again.
GO GO KIMI RAIKKONEN! :DDDDDDDDDD

Ohyes! Black Eyed Peas arrived in Singapore!
Sigh, can't get to F1 Rocks! BEP BEYONCE!
Sad sad so sad. Can only stay at home to watch F1 qualifying race.
/editted

2009-09-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

SANDRA GOH ! STUDY !

2009-09-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

You spin my head right round right round...
My head is splitting @_@!

Today. Prelim. Over. Yeah.
Tmr. Results. Sad. Sigh.
Careless Careless Careless Careless Careless Careless Careless Careless Careless Careless!
How careless can I be?! See lah, now chemistry mcq have 4wrongs already.
I dont even dare to think about physics. Anyhow count also more than 4.
I gonna be damn sure that during Olevel,
I WILL NOT ALLOW ANY ROOM FOR MY CARELESS MISTAKES!
Careless mistakes really killlllllllllllllllll me!
Well, at least I did pretty good of my poa :D!
Other than that, I guess I wont get anymore A? Sigh ):
Disappointed.

12days of intensive revision is coming up.
SANDRA GOH! You better mug hard!
If not... better dont regret!
32days to Olevel! :O (excluding practical)
Zooooooooooooooooooom! Olevel already!
I'm sure that its gonna be damn fast.
1 month to go; no kick for SANDRA :D!
JIAYOU WU MING XING!
AHAHAHA :b

2009-09-09T16:38:00.000+08:00

Oh dear!
I'm so crazy over Fated To Love!
Because of the dvd my sister had borrowed, damn.
Anyway, I've been watching since morning :XXXXXX
which means I didnt study at all!
I gonna mugmugmug tmr :D!
yesterday I felt so accomplished because I studied till 4am. WOW.
No idea why, but I just had that motivation to study. AHAHA!
Besides, I've 987fm; Desiree to keep me accompany. but till 3am only.
She should extend her show!
Yeah! Off to watch Fated to love (;

2009-09-08T18:47:00.000+08:00

DEMORALISED!
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