awwwww , today got match with jurong .
didnt know beforehand also .
sigh .
anyway , after today match ii realised that ii am useless to the team liao .
only making the team worst .
the team was winning nnd when jl put me down on court ii let opponent to score .
letting them to catchup with the points .
sigh .
maybe ii am really not fated to be with basketball bahx .
ii really dont know why ii would not play well today .
ii really got no idea .
keep on pressing me to answer you ii still would say IDK !
be'cos ii really dont know why .
maybe is be'cos ii am not strong enough ?
ii really tried my best to do well in the team .
but it seems no changes .
ii am still the lousy , lazy , attitude , weak player !
sighhhh !
what can ii do abt it ?
when ii really tried to do well when ppl still say ii am not playing well .
if ii really make the team worst when playing match .
ii would rather you dont put me down .
be'cos ii dont want to hai the team .
maybe ii am the 'hai qun zhi ma' bahx .
but of course that's not ii wanted .
feel sad whenever ii dont play well .
whenever ii tell myself ii must play well ,
ii would end up playing even worst !
why ?!
no idea !
maybe lack of confidence ?
thn when ii 'anyhow' play thn it would be the same;lousy .
so playing in both way also the same .
why spending so energy trying to play well ?
sigh , in short 我是一个没勇气的人 .
dare not to do better , 我是一个没有天份的人 .
sigh , ii give up lerhhs lah .
我累了 ]':
yingpei nnd candy keep on trg very hard .
feel bad , be'cos yingpei cant rest when playing .
all ii got to say is trainhard for your stamina [:
today after the match jiu ran 30times baseline cos didnt score 5points .
1point=10baseline .
initially it was 1point=10sucides .
lucky yingpei help us by asking jl to run baseline
but we got to run faster lah [:
tricia very jialat , ran 50times .
sometimes she played well sometimes didnt .
ahahas :D
jiayous jiayous [[: !

went to eat chicken rice [:
thn went back to school to sell drinks .
actually had fun selling :D
think made quite alot of money oh ?!
ahahas :D
tmr will be volleyball boys selling [:
ms tan treat us drink one can after selling .
ahahas :D
lydia treat her vip drinks too .
after her council fatfat treat her drinks also .
she very lucky hor ?
not like me still must buy water .
ahahas :D
sigh , after cleaning up the stall went home with huisze they all [:
我很累了 ]':