SANDRA!

My illusion, My mistake, My carelessness.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Always wondering what might happen the next moment.
On one of my worse nights, I was thinking something pretty serious. At least, to me.
I wondered.
What will happen if one day, either one of my parents is gone. (touchwood lah!)
I dare not to think further, for i know i might cry.
Isn't it scary? I think that's a very frightening question and a reality which i hope it will never happen.
Though I may be complaining about them sometimes, they are still my dad and mum.
I know they love me (: but you know sometimes it's reallyreally irritating when they forbid you to do this and that right! Sigh, suan le. I've learn how to be a guai girl alr (:
Let's treasure what we have now. (so cliche but i like)

Just a random thought.
Sometimes I would really want to ask my dear friends, you peepos, what kind of friend am i to you? As in good/bad? Honest answer though. I dont want all those ke tao hua.
Okay done with that random thing. Ahahah!

My ankle still pain ): And it doesn't seem to get any better.
I'm relying on the tape now. Not a long-term solution though.
I wouldn't want to be dependent on guards or tape.
I want to be independent! LOLOLOL!
Shall visit some pro someday to tui my ankle.

You people know this friday is what day?
Don't know? Go check it out! wahahaha! :P
Know it? Great for you (:
ayyy, waitttt. why is it good for you? AHAHAH!
good for me actually.
You know when someone you least expected rmb this day of yours and msg you that may be one of the best presents. I appreciate it much. Really ;)
I love surprises though! AHAHAHAHA!!
Shall line up programmes for myself.

Before I sign off, I kinda like NP trg alr :D
Isn't it great? Yea, to me!
Still, alot alot more to go. tmr matchhhh!
Come on, JIAYOU! SANDORA SAN! ;D
Ciao!

Labels: its gonna be real hard but i am gonna be okay.

Be more positive please.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

I NEED SOME HAPPY PILLS!
URGENTLY ):

I'm going crazy for all the projects that gonna due so soon.
gahhhhhhhhhhhh! hate it. dislike it. dont want it!
Okay, probably I'm just giving myself too much stress.
Maybe its easy to do, just that i take it too seriously and think its very difficult.
Yes, must be that!
Okay, I shall really manage my time well.
Time management, impt! Very.

Anyway, I've learn how to accept certain things which I can't do it previously.
Still, i feel inferior but I don't care. Nobody is like waaaaaa you-are-god that kind.
Just be myself, be normal. Everything will be fine.
Be more interactive.
Seriously, deep down I'm actually an introvert.
Unless you know me thn different case.
If you don't know, when I was young I was an autistic child ):
That's why I don't really talk to stranger or people I am not familiar with.

& I think blogger kinda becoming extinct.
Alot of people are using tumblr now. thumb-blur.
So blur how to use? Maybe i shall go explore it one day.
Now so god damn bloody busy.
I havent do finish my project can. My part one lah.
tsk, shouldnt have pick that part lah! dabian!

Continue to do or sleep?
I'm an indecisive kid ):
kenna jz virus :/

I have to meet love soon.
Because... heh heh :>

Labels: Life is simple but does not mean it is easy.

If your heart was a prison, I would like to be sentenced for life.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Why are music so addictive?
I just can't stop listening to them.
Am listening to Dynamite by Taio Cruz!
nice song nice song :D

Anyway, tmr its Women's Open first matchhh!
Sigh, so unlucky that Ms Wong sprained her ankle and wrist ):
Must be damn painful :/
Because my ankle still pain. I understand. Or maybe I don't.
Takecare yo! (:
Match start kinda late huh, 8.30pm :/
By the time it ends and I think I reach home will be around 11 closing to 12?

Did nothing today. tmr nothing as well.
Friday finishing up dss project and STARTING to do blaw project.
tmr filming for lms. oh noooo. I predict something terrible gonna happen to me ):
Maybe I can wake up earlier tmr to do BMGT project.
A project that requires a report consists of 10-15pages! Size11. Ohmygod :<

I have like so many projects to do YET I'm not doing anything about it ):
BMGT 23July due.
DSS THIS WEEEEEEK!
BLAW Week14/15?
LMS Week14!

DEAD line everywhere.
& I still have tutorial to do!
& I have to revise man!
OHYES! I haven't do my blaw qns! oh gwaddddd.

btw, i remembered something! AHAHAH!
Okay, you see.
Today someone saw this person at A&E dept.
That guy/lady was holding onto his/her jaw.
Why?! Because his/her jaw dislocated!
WHY DISLOCATED?! because he/she yawned! thn dislocated.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Thats so waaaaaa. that person must be yawning all day long.
The jaw gets loosen and dislocated. LOLOL!
Okay, end of my laughter! :D

Shan't get distracted by this.
I should just focus on what I'm supposed to do.
It's just infatuation.
A mere infatuation that will not last. Yes, thats right!
I have to find a goal in my life. I have yet to decide it though :/
FYI, I have alot of ambitions which I sui bian think of it only. Ahahah!
Mostly outdoors job. I'm not the type that sit in the office and work ah.
But you never know , you may see me one day in an office wear. Hah.

You obvious s talker! Rahhhh! I wanna meet you! but i really damn uber busy ah ):

Posted via email from sandragoh's posterous

I have to end all these bullsh*t!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

I should be more optimistic from now on (:
No more complains. Okay, maybe lesser complains. Ahahah.
More revision, be focus in lecture and tutorial.
My aim: NTU accountancy/business course.
That's what I aim for from the right of the start.
Actually is NUS but goddamntough. so NTU lah.
Gotta manage my time well. Very important!!

Birthdays arriving, woohoooo. Including mine, heee :b
Shall write them a letter, that's what i am good at. LOL!

My ankle aint getting any better.
But I'm kinda amazed by myself that I can actually RUNNNN! & SHOOT!
Isn't it wowwwwww?! AHAHAH!
I wanna pick up swimming again, but aiya so troublesome lea.
My current motivation: Sept holiday!!!
I am soooooooooo looking forward to it manzxzxzxzxz.
I shall do well for the sept exam! Hmmmph!
Are you ready?! I'm preparing! to on my engine only. LOL!
blaw is a killer. dss is a half-killer. macro is a omg thing.
infa is a okay-you-are-challenging module.
Ohyes, i have Jap test tmrrrr. GOODLUCK! I confirm die, terribly.
Last minute revision tmr. Ahahah!

Missyou, obvious stalker(L)! (:

Labels: It is all about how you look at it.

You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

I'm like her!
Going insane soon. Or maybe a little longer.
Why? I think i PMS ah ):
plus i kinda stressing myself.
Everytime try to go home early but end up not doing any productive things.
Homework put there, worksheet look at me i look at the tv.
Got it? Thats why i do homework can drag for hours.
It's really unproductive.
Okay, lets see.
tmr friday, i dont have any plan yet.
I only know i end at 1pm tmr.
Tried to do blaw just now and completed 2qns, worse is i dont know if my answers correct not.
Short qns somemore, I dont like LAC qns ah ):
tmr end alr if got project do project in school.
If not go home. Alright, thn i do DSS which have to submit by this week.
thn do LMS project. Bmgt project. Dss project.
If i can complete my own part for all the projects i damn happy alr.
dont know tmr enough time not. I've lots of distraction ): procrastinate too.
Sometimes i just dont have that self-discipline in myself ):<
Stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss )))))):
walao, i'm like starting to regret choosing acc.
Or is it my classmates too chiong make me stress?
but i aint doing all my tutorials! AHHHH, whatever shiat.
I dont care. I gonna read maec before i sleep. i dont like macro!
BAHHHHHHH! )x

Labels: Its like I will never reach that finishing line.

Cannot tahan pain ):

My shoulder doesn't seem to be recovering.
Sighhh ): I'm so upset. It really really really hurt like mad.
I can grab onto my shoulders damn tightly just to make it less pain.
or i would just keep pounding against my shoulder with my fist.
rahhhh, and my ankle don't know what qi zhong.
Not pain but swollen. Weirddddd :/ Okay, tilt to certain angle will pain lah.
but i can walk and run and jump(i guess).

I wanna attend trg if not women open i can only sit on the bench and watch and cheer.
Sigh, so many pro. esp the forward position. I aiya, wait lor. Ahahah, nevermind free jerserys.
LOL! but with the ftd -.-
Maybe one day i will pick up swimming, to lessen my back pain.(according to the chinese physician)
Went to visit him today, same lor. help me tuitui thn crack here crack there. but quite shuang after that (:

Okay, gotta zzz alr. 1am niaozzz mygod.
Pray that i wont be late*
Goodnight lah people.
Germany all the way :D!

Posted via email from sandragoh's posterous

Not my fault what!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Arghhhh! I'm just pissed off by my mother.
She damn alamak lea! Say about me againnnn!
ITS NOT MY FAULT WHAT! AND SO I RAISED MY VOICE AT HER.
I REALLY DAMN WTFFFFF AT THAT TIME. CB )))))):<
& it ruined my entire night! Damn it.

I was trying to do my macroecons hmwk, and i fell asleep. dabian.
and my ears are so itchy, irritating.
& I'm feeling damn HOTTTTT now. Rahhhhhhh.
so when somebody ruin my day i will become pissed/angry/upset. thn better dont talk or disiao me if not i'm not sure what kind of attitude i would use to talk to you.

Luckily later is IS day, can wake up later.
Not going for trg, my ankle like not recovering though i can walk (really fast).
but walk too long it will somehow pain alittle.
its still quite swollen. please go away swell.
Am very tired but i wanna add a song to my itouch. JUST A SONG.
but i dont know how and i have to sync the entire itouch which gonna take quite some time.
yawnnn...

Netherlands v Uruguay at 230am later.
ALL THE WAY Netherlands!
Not gonna watch because i think i cant tahan until that time Z_Z
let me guess, will it be 2-0? or 2-1?
yes, im betting! with you. you guess correctly i give you one tight slap. LOLOLOL! jkjk.
too bored alr, going haywire. Ahahah.

Okay, konbawan! Zzz...

Labels: You don’t forget the face of the person who was your last hope.

I want to but I can't ):

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Sprained ankle on fri.
Sat cant play. not allowed to.
Sun wont be playing.
And thats it for me, youth cup i mean.
Still have women open, gosh.
matches are so late. 830 start. on weekday, ohnooo.
I dont know what to do.
I got no mood today ):
rahhhhhhhhhh ):

Labels: I was wrong.

I.Am.Having.A.Cough ):

Thursday, July 1, 2010

"Shawty like a melody in my head that I cant keep out got me singing like nananana everyday like my ipod stuck on replay"
I keep replaying, so true. Just that i have a ipod 'touch' behind it.
Ahahaha! I'm so lame, anyway great song yea ;)

Had my well, second or third or fourth trg in NP. Ahaha.
mr xu didnt go. as usual?
Potato which was baked by the pri school kids was too chao ta to go as well.
Ahahah! Nice description by me :D
Could have play moreeeee manzxzxzxxz.
Lightning risk and we were forced to pack up.
So I'm able to go home early (:
Still, I did nothing productive. Spend more time eating dinner :/
Cant believe I ate so much, just burned a few fats and now gaining moreeee.
Oh damn! ):
btw, I'm surprised that I ran quite fast. Continuously!
The thing is I'm not so tired. I mean i dont pant like a dog.
Ahahahahahaha :D!!! YES!
but my shooting seriously ON thn OFF thn ON thn OFF!
Dabiannnnn lah!
Hate it. Overall, its still okay (:

Tmr getting back results for infa and maec.
Honestly, i dont expect much for maec. Pass and i will be grateful to the marker.
LOL! serious. Infa im hoping for a good one (:
shall see abt it tmr. grrrrr. worried :/

Not afraid by Eminem is another greattt song!
I'm not afraid, not afraid, to take a step~
I like the gun sound!
Random, because I'm listening to it now.

The week is ending, kinda fast yea? Yup. I agree with myself. LOL!
Crazyyyyy. Friday friendly, sat and sun matches. I wanna win it all.
Hopefully we can! FTD jiayoujiayoujiayou!
I still cant believe its FTD. AHAHAHAHA!

Okay, ystd I was surprised by smth.
I wont say what it is. I just wanna say, are you serious abt that?
Sometimes I cant control myself either. hah.
I dont know what to tell you.

Off to bed (: My beloved bloster pillow asking me over now.
Ciao! ;D

Labels: How do I find the words to say its over?