top news today !
ahahas :D
aiya , nothing big lah but it's scary to see that :X
ii witness an accident ytsd ,
somewhere at harbourfront .
passby there be'cos send my brother de girlfriend home .
okkays , what ii saw was the car nnd motorcycle clash tgt :X !
nnd the motor flew away ,
the person also flew away from the bike .
nnd lie flat on the ground not moving .
as if it's dead .
hopefully he/she is not dead :X
thn the car stop after hitting the motor .
very loud crash !
*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM* !
nnd it's that loud !
ahahas :D
lucky that driver never hit nnd run .
good [: !
but hiiting him/her already very bad !
so no good !
ahahas =.=

today went for trg .
at yishun campus [: !
initially it's at indoor .
thn ms tan say cannot thn we go the outdoor one .
after that traintraintrain nnd it rainnnnnnnn ....
so we went back to indoor court again [x !
we are destined to train in indoor court .
ahahas [[: !
today trg was being hit alot of times by candy .
ahahas .
but ii also hit her many times too :X
sorry .
ii also hit other people at lot of times .
sorry people ]: !
before training end jl talk again .
this time like worst liao .
sigh , ]:
between jl nnd siyi .
nnd me too ]:
sigh , idk what happen to me these few days .
my skills now are worst thn before .
WHYWHYWHY ?!
asking why is also useless .
actions speak louder thn words .
am ii not suitable for basketball ?
or am ii just giving terrible attitude to teammates nnd jl ?
ii really dont know what to do after jl told the team that she jiu teng siyi nnd me .
yes , ii can see that she's helping both of us .
but are we that disppointing to you ?
or are we taking your dote for granted ?
idk . ii really dont know .
am ii that useless to the team ?
that contribute nothing to the team ?
unlike charlene nnd xinyi they all putting effort to get a place in the team .
should ii back out nnd let the others a chance to be in the team ?
or should ii fight hard to make the team a stronger team ?
so many question marks in my head now .
sigh ]': .
ii really dont know what to do now .
anyone can tell me what ii should do ?
think you all would say fight hard .
but can ii ?
now my stamina are getting weaker nnd weaker .
physically now , ii am dropping down .
nnd ii am lazy to train those back .
train lerhhs will still drop when ii am not in s'pore .
ii also want train hard but my laziness are killing me !
ii am doubting now that if b'girls can make it into northzone top4 .
today partner with candy to 1on1 nnd she's like ...
now ii only can see that yingpei nnd lydia is getting stronger nnd stronger .
ii mean that's what ii feel .
maybe the others are improving too [:
nnd that's good !
must continue jiayous uh !
sigh , idk what to do now ]:
just let it be ?
or do smth to it ?
or even quit ?
ahahas .
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