SANDRA!

HIATUS!

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Before I go on a hiatus, let me post one more.

First of all, apologies to those readers out there which I guess use 5fingers also can count.

HAHAHAH! Still, thanks alot :D!

You can't really blame me for updating as I've a busy schedule almost everyday ):

Nah, kidding yea. Partly because I'm one lazy ass too. hee :P

Many things had happened all these while and one of the highlight will be Team NP basketball.

Not going smoothly. Have never experienced a training with only like 1,2,3,4? players.

Sigh, and I still gotta like beg or maybe persuade them to come T.T

I've no idea how NP will do for the upcoming IVP.

I seriously have this urge to like quit for the time being or suggest to them that we disband the team which is highly impossible. I have never play basketball like I'm suffering.

Shouldn't it be a happy thing to be able to ball since its my passion?

Ever since I joined NP bball things seem to change...

I don't know what else I can do since no one seems to be interested in training.

Like less than 10fingers lah. Okay, whatever.

Thats all for now.

& Thank god training is suspense till common test is over.

Studies going so-so all these while. Except ITB i guess.

It really suck! I've learn nothing apparently. Okay, maybe a few of this and that.

THE IMPORTANT IS THERE IS COMMON TEST FOR IT -.-

I should really start revising for common test. I must get a better GPA than previous sem!

RAHHHHHHHHHH!

well, i try my best okay (: first paper in 2weeks time! Okay, to be precise 13days!

再见了！

以后再 update! :D

SANDRA!

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Good fight put up by NP!

Friday, November 5, 2010

Generally, all of us didnt do very well. BUT! I'm happy with myself today (: I tried my best, I did what I can. still, we lost. Its okay, winning is like a bonus for us. we should learn from our mistakes and become better! :D a short and sweet one for today! tired max!

NP! T-E-A-M! *whoosh!

Smiling off,

SANDRA!

Labels: doing more things faster is no substitute for doing the right thing

This is not me ):

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

I was filled with excitement and anticipation before the match. However, it was a different thing when the match started. I was scared, I wasn't up to standard, I was panting like some mad dog, I can hardly catch my breathe and I suck. I had no idea why I performed this way. This is seriously not me, not at all. I am very disappointed in myself. AM still upset about it. Gotta get back on my feet real soon, next match against SP! this thursday. Wow. have to really prove what i've got before jl lose confidence in me.

Stepped into the bathroom and I turned on the tap. Water rushing down from the top, hitting me hard on my back. It was hot, very hot. I didn't adjust it, I let it flow down onto me. Thinking that I should really burn myself and wake up soon. Whatever. Today is a terrible one. Gonna put that down and move on. Always look forward. Sometimes failures are necessary to build us to become a stronger person. Something just has to change if you're doing the same thing over and over again and still getting the same results.

Really hope to play well. More to work on Sandra. You're getting off the track. catch up girl. you can do it (: believe in yourself. prove it! RAHHHH!

Off for now,

SANDRA!

Labels: Finish it strong.

It's Back!

Monday, November 1, 2010

Ohno, the feeling is back!

The game is back.

The atmosphere is back.

The name is back.

The opponents are back.

The coaches are back.

Everything is back!!!! :O

It's been awhile since I last played an official match!

Honestly, I don't feel a SINGLE thing if I don't think about it.

When I start to wonder about it, yea it's a total different feeling.

Even as I'm typing now I can feel how nervous but excited and anxious I'll be tmr.

I know its RP, but so? Other poly are also playing against them, just that we're the first facing them. We may not be as skillful as them, we may not be as tall as them, we may not be as stronger as them. BUT I know we are a TEAM. With my team around, I believe we can achieve what we've never achieve before. Everybody will be like, yea you're definitely dreaming. we confirm lose that kind of thing. Hello, we gotta try! 不要还没打就先放弃或气馁! To me, as long as I put in my best for the team I'm contented. I don't care about the score, I don't care what others think about me, I don't care what they say or whatever. I only know, I'm doing it just for my Ngee Ann TEAM! (: Frankly speaking, I didn't quite like getting into np bball. Since I'm in here, in this team, I just gotta make my best out of it! :D rather than sitting one side doing nothing. Damn, life will be so boring if thats happening to me. so no way I'll do that! I often get demoralized but I picked up the next day. Sometimes failures are necessary for us. To become better and stronger. Well, I really really hope the Team wouldn't be pessimistic tmr. & will try my best to motivate and encourage them! First of all, I have to motivate myself! Have to keep finding new ways to keep my adrenaline rush there! GO GO GO!!! :D

Off for now,

have to recharge for a long day tmr!

义安加油!!! :DDD

Your one and only source of my life, my story,

SANDRA!

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